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Thursday, October 28, 2010

拼命的上網 悶壞的胸口讓我
想大聲的吶喊
我努力不放 
你冷淡 你讓分手就這樣 我連做夢也感覺受傷
一年過了 還是一天? 計算著慌張
計程車上的音響
我們最愛的情歌
這一刻卻重重擊破思念的心臟 夜深了我怎麼辦 寂寞了誰在身旁
心情變得好複雜 想她 念她 恨她 一個人你害怕嗎 
細數過滿天星光 說好永遠不分開 多假 多假 多假
讓記憶長出翅膀飛翔
(沒有你)心放空了 寂寞好了
堅強外表下 我脆弱 情人節開始失常
別人慶祝我卻很失落 秋天過了 冬天漫長 歡愉而感傷
我們天真的勇敢 我們追求的夢想 捨不得也只能收藏旅行的時光
寂寞感冒全都可以好的
愛多甜 傷多痛 都釋放

Friday, October 15, 2010



thanks b1.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

As i was on my way home today, I suddenly thought of this: How horrible it must have been, to live on this world deaf. There's no many things you can't do,appreciate,listen/hear.

I really admire those musicians who are still able to be one of the best in the world despite being somewhat handicapped in one way or another, one of them will be the famous percussion soloist. She's brilliant..

Can't imagine how i will survive to play music if I suddenly go deaf one day. Unimaginable. It's gonna be worse than hell probably, not able to hear what you have to say, not able to listen to music, not able to practice effectively? that i don't know.. bla......
lol

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

Misfortune


I have been thinking a lot of misfortune happenings because of dangerous looking objects everywhere. What if one fine day I were to be disfigured, what's gonna happen to my life, I don't think i wanna continue as a musician, but i dun be a musician, what else can i do. The society works in such a way that most disabled people are seen as undesirables. If that's the case, I might as well just end my life and put my misery to an end, but that wouldn't be fair to others isn't it. To others who care about me.

Then another occasion, I forgot what i saw, but i imagine if my hands were chopped off. My life is gone, I can do nothing else already. I don't think i can be like those miracle handicapped people(sorry i got no idea how to make it sound better), and still lead on a happy life and still try to motivate others and say it's not so hard. But the Australian(i think)guy, when he said something about having no hands, how is he going to hold his wife's hand, something like that. How am i going to hold the hands of my loved ones, physical contact is something which is very important, to me at least. I want to be able to feel them properly. 希望我不會有這一天, some may say I'm thinking too much.

But hey, the future is so unpredictable,anything can happen. I might just die tomorrow, for no real good reason. But i just wanna let you know,you are in my heart.

Friday, April 30, 2010

Life is fucked-up-ly unfair and fucked up.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

I feel aimless recently once again. As if I lose my goal in life, don't know what to do in life.

But, is that true? no i don't think so. I know what i want, or at least I am aiming somewhere ain't I? But it's very vague, I have yet to pin down specifically where and how and why. This is not good.


I need to find more time. If only 1 day = 100 hours, that would be good, but that will be horrible wouldn't it. Lol.


I feel stupid. Able to comprehend is one thing, able to explain is another, able to bring out how you feel is another totally different thing. Sigh. me = bad application of knowledge learnt in many aspects. Sounds like a bad thing eh. Ohhh dear. Life oh life, art thou gonna be easy on me? (oops, lousy old + modern eng)


Excerpts, Repertoire, History, Theory, Aural, Sight singing.. all these are current, short term, temporary. Yes they help to build up fundamentals and everything. But in the long run, what's in for me? Ohhhh, how i wish i can see the future.

Friday, April 02, 2010

blablabla

How many more days to concert!?!?

jiu ming~~~~~~~~~ Mozart's not being a nice date to me...

(12:28 AM) jasmine ~trouble: he's lutoslawski
(12:28 AM) (8)Flut3z(8) is DAMN: and modern
and new stuff
and then?
i dunno him
LOL
(12:28 AM) jasmine ~trouble: he used anything that sounded weird
(12:28 AM) (8)Flut3z(8) is DAMN: he aint familiar with me
hahahaha
(12:28 AM) jasmine ~trouble: yeah he died alr
(12:28 AM) (8)Flut3z(8) is DAMN: ims orry to hear that
(12:28 AM) jasmine ~trouble: really familiar with you eh?
(12:28 AM) (8)Flut3z(8) is DAMN: poort man
HAAHHA
mozart knows me
i knew chopin a few yrs back
mozart revisited me a few days ago
(12:28 AM) jasmine ~trouble: you mean he's not turning in his grave?
(12:28 AM) (8)Flut3z(8) is DAMN: he's coming for my conecrt
to hang me
LOL
(12:29 AM) jasmine ~trouble: LOL
(12:29 AM) (8)Flut3z(8) is DAMN: beethoven's trying to stop him now
:P
(12:29 AM) jasmine ~trouble: wonder how he visited you
(12:29 AM) jasmine ~trouble: Oh i get it...Beethoven likes you eh?
(12:29 AM) (8)Flut3z(8) is DAMN: he's taking submarine express
yeah quite
he likes my pathetique 2nd mvt
(12:29 AM) (8)Flut3z(8) is DAMN: but would love to kill me too for my moonlight 3rd
(12:29 AM) jasmine ~trouble: I know you like him but is it a two-way relationship?:P
(12:30 AM) (8)Flut3z(8) is DAMN: but i had an agreement that i will play him chopin's funeral march and he say ok he wont kill me
(12:30 AM) jasmine ~trouble: so he's stopping mozart from hanging you so he can do it himself?
(12:30 AM) (8)Flut3z(8) is DAMN: but that made me stop looking for chopin, cuz he's hunting me down now LOL
(12:30 AM) jasmine ~trouble: L....O.....L
(12:30 AM) (8)Flut3z(8) is DAMN: and wagner ,mendelssohn rossini berlioz were approached as well
(12:31 AM) (8)Flut3z(8) is DAMN: and the story goes on




LOL totally random i know. Theory ah theory, zhen shi de. Tonicization, anyone like to help me with that? :D i give you chocolate for that LOL.

Yay to the orchestra :D

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concourse wed, thurs
fly!


oh. exam before fly! , damn

LIM CHEN HUNG CLEMENT

11th September 1990
Flute,Piccolo,Piano
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Nanyang Junior College Symphonic Band
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