to hell with all exams!got no more mood to write big letter words to express my stupid feelings already.yesterday had the stupid physics test and was set by mr goh..i don't mean he's stupid.just that i can't answer quite a number of questions.hopeless. then gotten back my mother tongue papers.compo got 36/50 which was not bad but my letter writing..formal letter writing was 11/20 which pulled down my grades.from A1 i drop to B3.pathetic huh...that's not all ...on tues i got back my social studies paper.shocking news,i got 12/25 which was a bloody fail...but miss chen don't seem very sad with the people who fail.in fact,all the teachers don't seem to really mind that we fail these tests.but not my mum....she expects all subjects at least a pass...i suppose it ain't vebry hard..but i can't achieve it,don't know why.yesterday i showed my mum the chem(26/50),chinese letter(11/20),compo(36/50),SS(12/25)...then she look through all the results before signing..so as usual..put the papers according from highest marks to lowest marks..which is so call a 'phsychological' move...saw e gd grades then maybe my fail then slip through..but still as usual..NO...still gotten cane..
my mum signed the rest of the papers except for ss..she told me me to give it to my dad to sign but he ain't back.when he was back,he's drunk and idoit man...so he went toilet to bath..my mum told me to take my paper to her and let her sign..n i was trying to SMILE?!?!..horrible me...fail test still so happy...then after that went to do some A maths revision..then got some don't know..then i called jia hui..some she know some she don't know so i can only hope that the paper will be easy but
noooo...it ain't even easy..it seems like there's hardly any easy questions to do.i wonder why mdm sarojini set so hard.even 3/6 and 3/8 people whom she teaches says its hard...so no doubt that im gonna fail the test...and also yesterday mr goh came into the class and called me,justin,sharon ,afiq and zakaria..obviously we failed the test.and he forgot to mention cher how.he was shocked when me zakaria and afiq fail because we were quite attentive in class..thats what he said.he also say that erm..he will buck us up alot during the june holidays which i appreciate because my tution teacher oso geting busy then no time to help me..so its good that im having remedials during the june holiday..but i wanna play..darn...still cant change my stpid attitude and habits..hopeless
LIM CHEN HUNG CLEMENT
11th September 1990
Flute,Piccolo,Piano Riverside Concert Band
Sembawang Symphonic Winds
Sembawang Wind Orchestra Nanyang Junior College Symphonic Band
NAFA Diploma in Music Performance
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