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Monday, March 31, 2008

one's stupidity can almost costs another's life.

i thought over the years i have grown up. yes in some sense, but not in some other. or rather it's in some aspects. but still, the problem still revolves over the same kind of issue.

in the past, it used to be. 'shut up you, don't say it out' and it always resulted into something being blurted out accidentally, well it might be accidentally INTENTIONALLY or UNintentionally. lol. and now it's still very much the same. what in the world man.

and once again. clement/clemont lim is not making much sense.(as always)

i realise something,i don't like to play baroque music, or at least for keyboard music. the technical requirements of the more advance music in baroque are = you make your fingers solid and long or make sure the music's light and practice them like nuts, if not you can break them and don't play already.

no, that's a crazy interpretation, by me.

some modern music are just soooo modern/weird... they don't make sense when you play it like just a few times..must play many times to hear something different(for me at least), and now i wonder... what would happen to the audiences? as in how would they feel? same as how we felt when we first played the music?

and now, lastly, i realise things changed, people have changed, i've changed. i'm not sure for the better or for the worst. but..i don't like it when things changed too much, though it's said human being was strong because they can adapt, but then again. they are weak also because they are erm. what's the term. habitual creatures? as in .. xi2 guan4 xing4 dong4 wu4(eh not sure if correct or not).

concerts coming up on 10th may and 20th july, nyjcsb and swo respectively.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

i just realise that i am still a kid/ toddler. there's sooo soo so much things out there and i only know just a tiny weeny bit of the universe and i am already bragging with what i know...

17 / 18 year old seems old, well if you were to count by days / mins/ hours, but then again. really, it's just the beginning.. even till when we are about to leave this world, it's still very erm.. 'beginning'?don't know how to say. There so many things that i have yet to know and i already want to advance even more.

It's just very much like trying to fly even before i can even crawl properly.let's make it more exaggerating, it's just i can't even drive and i already wanna fly a spaceship to erm. pluto? lol... yeah so something like that.

there's so much to learn, technique on flute, musicality, how to maintain friendship, how to TALK PROPERLY(this is crucial. man, i suck at conversations) , how to work efficiently, improve leadership, conducting, etc. etc.

so much to learn, everything i mention above,i know just abit of every of them.. it's like. erm what's that?jack of all trades, master of none. that's what estelle told me, i thought it was the other way round*and awhile ago i was thikning if it was "master of all trades" , and i realise that seems very wrong -.-*

to specialise in one area... i guess you need to know abit of here and there of every other thing also huh...damn. don't like this.

was just talking to lao shi about snyo and when i open the mail box. poof comes the letter from them. ahh. audition on 12th april -.-. first day of sat band prac. how nice.. Zzz

breathe,get ready.focus,tongue attack from teeth then release,no stopping of air, tightening the abdomen, 'push out' at the rib cage.(non relevant stuffs)

Friday, March 28, 2008

i think murphy's law states that whatever can go wrong, will go wrong. and indeed, it seems to be proven correct very often.

lol. then again, if it aint, it would have just been a hypothesis.

maths turn out to be not so bad afterall.though i thought hao yi was dying at the rate i was understanding my stuffs.

how funny can it be. yesterday my blazer was lent out for concert,and it was being delivered into my hands today, and when i went home today it was gone.i have forgot where i misplace my damn blazer. not sure if it's in music room or maths room or history room.

how fun.

i think it was my fault that such dumb things occur... and i feel like i should hold the responsibility for it, because it seems like instructions given out wasn't specific enough. but it's like i have no idea how to clear misunderstandings.neither do i know how to ensure that diplomatic ties are not 'damaged'. it always seems like, being diplomatic is the best way,but then. damnit, it's the worst way for yourself at times...

im not being bias or anything.i'm stating the fact.it's so..i don't like it.

time is so precious in here and coming together as one whole group is not easy, it's somehow fated/destiny.some may not believe in it,up to you. you can spend your time trying to find faults in one another or you can try to forgive and forget. it's not easy yes i know. but... nevermind. i can never outtalk anyone.

however, if it's in the case of majority is against someone/something, hardly anything can be changed. oh well..guess i gotta do the job huh. never like that kind of stuffs.

and once again. people will be scratching their heads and go ' clemont/clement, what the hell are you talking about in your blog again. there's like no link.' . ha ha.

oh . something came up. fairness. there was never complete justice, total equality , everyone being fair in this world, or at least in the human society.it's all just theories,it's something that people create so that others will feel satisfied.the fact is, or rather i think, what is true is 'survival of the fittest', you are lucky enough, you are given the chance, if not too bad. i know this is not helping or anything but it's the truth.

just realised that..i'm really crazy. i can go super happy/hyper for like this moment. and within the day. poof 180 degree change. that's extreme isnt it. never like that.the emo feeling's just...i don't like it.

what's wrong with me.lol.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

If you were to imagine this was a game. assuming those fighting games like who vs who etc. those kind. i am me and econs is another character. so it will be like me vs econs.

so assuming the fact that this is a game, to be fair, we start of with both 100 health point(hp). and as the match starts. econs attacked me with super demand curve attack etc. bla bla bla. and within a short while, it sucked my hp. and i was left with 30 hp -.-. and unlike in games, when u are full hp, even if u suck others, u remain the same, in this case. econs became 170HP!!!!! -_- and that's only for tutorial. and

immediately after tutorial we had on to fight the econs lecture. so previously i already gg(good game, means ho seh, die liao. or smth like that), and now the lecture.the fight STARTS and... econs notes just *poof* and i K.O.!

...

so that's how i depict myself when it's time for econs. maths might be something liek that soon..oh gosh... -_-

Absalon's a hard piece to conduct(ok maybe not , but im lousy).gosh... im sooo horrible.

Today.. school was soooooo fun. first period was break because no h2 maths for us. then after that was PE. PE was insane. imagine you went to the toilet after warm up round, den when u came out with ur frens, u saw others already running like 1/4 the round and u weren't given extra time and gotta fly.... how... scary.and doing standing broad jump exercise was just equally -_-.

after PE there's supposedly lit . but mrs teo had to go for invigilation so no lesson i heard. and left hist lecture which we don't need to go cuz he will be reteaching 1st 3 months stuff.. soo i had fun in school for PE. and all i had for today was PE. interesting...

flew to TJC to pass kejian blazer but he was stuck in class, had to put in the band room. so cool co and band next door. haha. that;s not the thing. they both got their own rooms. CO ROOM. and BAND ROOM.damn.

hate it when kids are so rude and assholic.they deserved to shot a million times and hang till like the bone crumbled or something.kids nowadays...

i guess the man was having difficulty when he heard them, so unused and shocked by what he saw i suppose,and he seemed to be like stuck in a small box and was unable to get out of it, and he can only poke holes through the holes to see the outside world.ok bad analogy once again by mr clement lim. but yeah. i guess the man's disappointed and it was so hard for him.

omg tomorrow's dooms day. look at my timetable and u will know why.. the subjects.. ho ho...ggxx liao. ggxx= extreme version of gg.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

i have no logic.illogical, because i don't understand econs. and econs is all about logic and i don't understand so i'm dumb.

ECONS MAKE ME LOOK REALLY DUMB!!!

dun like econs... =(. away you go diagrams and curves and case studies and essays and whatever else there is for economic! gosh...

the flute concerto arrived. or rather flute suite. gosh. needs 2 alto flutes(1 is solo), and 1 bass flute...lol 4 flute parts. the rest of the band quite good life...

where to get bass flute..

so i conclude , procrastination can really kill you when you leave your homework to the last day -.- ...

went back to riverside to teach flutes. Mr Francis Tan wasn't around, then i realise why. supposed he went to help out for the concert... teaching the kids was.... somemore the discipline was.... then some seniors also . . . not saying anything... this paragraph is call fill in the blanks with what you think is correct, no right or wrong answer. so if you interpret wrongly, don't find me.

in the end had to yell for er let me see. 8 seconds or somewhere there before i leave. and it was kinda stupid but oh well. for once after yelling there's some peace in the room.

ACJC concert's not bad but as we all know , certain school's players need to brush up so the standard's similar.

i thought lord of the ring 4th mvt's not bad other than some slight prob with lower winds. armenian's cool till middle section i think. hey acjc people, commenting only, wasn't shooting anyone. SEAN I HEARD YOUR SOLO =D, and also earnest, yee jie and i have no idea who else's!

so the concert end rather late. around 10.15pm. LOL. lao shi went to watch too, cuz ernest sold her the ticket. reach home officially around 11.45pm. bathed and everything den started maths at 12.05 or somewhere there. and indeed. took about an hour plus plus plus to finish. but if this tutorial is a test. sure fail, cuz i 'complete' the tutorial with a lot of blanks -_- . cool, but damn really dunno how to do!

lit and GP. here i come, when i wake up and reach school.

Monday, March 24, 2008

as title suggested, as always , this seems like the wrong kind of timing to blog cuz i'm suppose to be sleeping, but aww . had to settle some other stuffs. lol

looking for soccer STUFFS' pictures to paste on the history classroom IS!!!!! WEIRD. but ok fine -.-". i think i put mozart up , i will get shot.maybe vivaldi won't, cuz violinists are generally more friendlier.*woops, generalisation.* no link anyway.

sometimes.being too worried just ..how do i say this.. not healthy. there must be a limit to everything we do,know our limits, know when to act or stop. when one side is working hard , the other side's not responding. mission failed. can abort liao. it's like diplomatic ties are * ka cha* cut-TED(yes i know there's no such word)lol.

i think i'm outta my mind. lol.

I still prefer flute to piccolo, easier to be in tune, more melodies though piccolo's kinda cool and stuffs. oh well.

A path which provides neither assurance nor promises, proceed and never WALK back(but it's okay to look back! i think)to the junction/splitting path/whatever you call it. Think.

Friday, March 21, 2008

i think howard shore is really really brilliant. look at his lord of the rings.

very interesting ideas he introduced..

oo..this is scary for choir.

FLUTE!@!!!!!!!!

man.. tell me when london symphony's coming singapore again.this time i'm going when they are here(or if i ever get to UK that is, man..that's gonna be like years before i will be able to be there).

imgaine you are running on the track, the most outer lane.lane 8. and you run 8 rounds. the inner lane is 400 m. so 8 rounds will be 3.2km. but i guess running on the most outer lane would most probably be more than 4 km. i hope, if not the timing's gonna make me sad. lol.

and after running so much for one day and running too fast, the legs ache and my i have no idea where, not sure if it's the bladder or something. it hurts T_T and worse still the next day , i have to run another 5 rounds for PE. how cool can that be...

damn, i just remembered singapore festival orchestra's playing lord of the ring symphony and we are away in japan.. and that event is noted down is howard shore's web. argh.... http://www.singaporeartsfest.com/event_new.asp?t=2&pid=17&xaxis=0&yaxis=0#

kill me -.- .

band was whoa. sooo big hahaha. 50+ j1s. scary.. but cool. haha.playing's turning bad. must train. bah. gone.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

ok.. no need to shoot me if u dun like CO music. if u like, good for you.i like the 2nd piece alot cuz my sister's batch played that for their 1st syf in er... 2004 i think or 2002. lol den they got into top 5 pri sch.

fans of johann strauss and radetzky march please take this as an interesting interpretation of his music~ it's funny still anyway haha. but interesting.

it's very funny when u see the audience 'groan' and 'whack' their head when they realise what piece it is =P

for those who have no idea what piece this is. this is the actual version~

yeah i think i must be crazy haha.

i applied for audition for SNYO after jia rong persuaded me awhile lol. but then again the idea of joining it was in my head quite some time ago just that i never really put it into action. lol. talk but no action people say.

Regarding today, i think it was okay if that what you guys are gonna ask. Pray the best and hope it will be the desired outcome. ho.

Finally bought a new flute case which i wanted since so long lol.ok not exactly what i want but still i like it :D. pro tec's slim pac case or something i guess. but dung. it costs a bomb. and a flute pin haha. can use for concerts =) =) =)!

and damn the damn headache.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

2 more days and then time's up. ha.

ever seen 28 consecutive bar rests???

yes?no?

how about 43 bars? hahaha...

think that's pretty uncommon in band music,but i did rest for 52 bars before on piccolo part -.- . that's spiral resonance.

43 and 28 for tchaikovsky's 5th symphony's finale.count until u count wrong ar .... LOL!

but ok fine. that's pretty common in orchestral music, i heard from some conductor that trombones sometimes rest up to over 100 bars...

and i recall twain playing symphony no.5 of beethoven on tbone and came in only on 3rd movement if i remember correctly =\.

ok .so that's that. piccolo hai..intonation problematic instrument.but lovely =.=

poulenc flute sonata, seems like it's killing yuqing =\. aww man....why make the piano accompaniment part so hard when it's a flutey piece....sorry yuqing >.< .. =X =\ =(\)

mozart...kao ni le! T_T..

so this is totally random.

i'm really a kid -.-. i can watch anime until so happy and laugh in front of the screen and get so excited. LOL!

Saturday, March 15, 2008

i think this has occur to the majority of us: wanting to go back to secondary school life, enjoy(not sure if this is the suitable word to use) life with your seniors and juniors, especially doing the activities you guys enjoy alot.

for my case, band would of course be the thing.

i have no idea if anyone would call this bragging a not, but i realise my taste for music has changed a lot.i prefer music with more emotions rather than pieces that are like eh... washington post march,chesford portrait.first piece's by john philip sousa, he's considered the king of marching pieces or something like that, according to mr Ong Xiao Chuan, my senior haha. chesford portrait's by james swearingen. never heard of these pieces? it's ok, came from a school that didn't play very difficult pieces at that time. but the pieces they are playing are much harder, good good.

so from pieces like that i move on to pieces like noah's ark,persis , alvamar etc. then move on to orchestral music. hoho, like carnival overture by dvorak, 4 seasons by vivaldi. eventually to concertos/solo pieces.

oh that brings me to mention. damnn. richard strauss' don juan is one complicated piece. though romantic period music it is, i find it hard to comprehend.

oh.. but modern pieces, like let's see... heh, rebroll , passion of christ , gilgamesh. all these are really wonderful pieces.wonder if they are consider literature for band music.

oh anyway, those people who are lost, you can actually ignore what i have said above.ha ha

and then there's music for movies , animes. those are the more down to earth kind of music i would say. they evoke people's emotions more easily i suppose.
let's compare er.. let's see.. chopin's funeral march and gensomaden saiyuki's alone(piano solo i think), people will love 'alone' much more i guess. haha, chord progressions i guess. LOL!

somebody asked me how to be passionate again for music. honestly speaking i don't know. it very much depends on what will be able to motivate you. for my case, i will say joining band's one main factor, being inspired by someone, some piece is another factor and the music you are playing listening are always some stuffs to consider.. practicing an instrument can be a chore if you think it is, but you can always think likewise =) . okay that just sounds dumb but then.. haha. that's one way to be love music again i feel...

damn the headache, been having that feeling since i woke up today. it's like water getting into your nose by accident those kind of feeling then the water's trapped in your er.. head? ya. that kind of feeling damn uncomfortable.especially when i bend down, look down. grrrr...

flute lesson ha. i think i really let lao shi down.. ok damnit, shall really practicing really slowly to get the tone out on every note. use my ' body energy' on every note, make EVERY NOTE clear.

so this is the path... i am choosing. no regrets i hope.2 days left behind the actual thing, before judgement day.lol. sounds so apocalyptic.

ok..flute and piano. here i go, before the headache worsen

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

ha. cut my hair on monday night. it's soooo *speechless*, ask the people who've seen my hair. namely 0836,libing and gang, xf & yh and jeremy(riverside) & gang, cheryl(yck).know anyone? ask them if you wanna know.

watching 2 movies in a day's cool. first movie watch as a loner, 10000bc. OK i will say, if you were forget the intellectual part as melissa Kong had said.and damn, the cinema is still damn cold but better lol. and you watch step up 2 with 2 friends of yours and missed out the front part of the movie cuz the queue's too long ( and the movie start within 20 mins after i finished my first. LOL!).

not bad for a day.

next day went to yuqing's house to coordinate solo and accompaniment. ok la i will say~ what you say yuqing?

TODAY. was a rather significantly good day :) sihan's attempt to 'save' my hair mission failed but fine. it sHOULD looked better next week(cause hair grows if you guys dunno =\ )*pray hard*. uh huh

playing water in the rain's fun, swimming at the beach is tiring as MAN fight against NATURE . LOL. and we challenged nature once again by trying to build 'the great wall of 0836' with a trench underneath it -_-. but it's fun =).

sentosa sentosa, it's was a crazy day with 0836, funny peopleS. haha.and the supposedly most sane person's aloysius, but... it was self-proclaimed. hahaha soo.. what you say guys? XD water polo, throwing ppl into the water, water captain's ball. bla. ha.

dinner was with bassiclarihornophonikfluteytubey. 'cept horno's not around. fern we miss you! ha, first time in siam kitchen? or something like that, whatever it is, it's a thai restaurant . that's all i know. i wanted rice but i order hor fun. cool... and yes, on my way there. the escalator attacked my ankle. lol. going out with them feels great. been so long since i seen all of them today.libing.. your makeup ar~ HAHAHA.see shuduan, should be like her ma, like that good what. or the most like tianze's hair. hur hur hur.

next portion.
yeah so it was a nice day. saw quite a couple of people around today, all from riverside. haha. jeremy yong sheng they all , xiaofang yihui, llyod and his friends? haha, sharon gina, i even saw collin! nice to see them around. our riverside turf huh causewaypoint and civics centre. lol... oh weellls.

enjoyed myself today. lol. flute session in 20 mins.

Saturday, March 08, 2008

damn you myself. for realising the application's dead line is tomorrow only TODAY.

waking at 11am's really nice. getting enough sleep, only thing to complain was the first thing you heard when you woke up was irritating running notes being practiced on piano in your room -_- chopin some more. so all the running notes if played unwell you goo ahh T_T.yes.

thought of posting up some interesting stuffs on mahjong which i saw at my aunt's house but decided not too. ahh no mood now damnit.

flute lesson's good. kejian went early haha and lao shi said some interesting stuffs about her past.

haiz, how i wish i can really drop out now and work my ass off and get myself a really decent flute,funny huh.

ok that's really lame my title. but.. that's me.

today the world change , topsy turvy. why? cuz it used to be me massaging my mum when i was young, now's the other way round =D. jealous? too bad. lol. but yeah. mum's nice heh.she's commenting if just abit of erm massage and i m laughing and screaming(ok i didnt really scream) like nuts. go for real massage to X_X and the precious $$ will fly away with time~

level camp's well.. i cant say what activities eh..damn. okok. i give hint then. the first activity or rather i think is the first activity, the one which u go ' i am whoever and im choosing whatever' activity, is really hmmm something that you really really have to trust your classmates. it's as if your life's at stake and it's IN their HANDS.scary huh. oh well, being the first's best or maybe not, but then again. thanks guys.

0836, nice kids/people(CHOOSE the word you want!),we know each other not very long and cool, team spirit,trust,bonding are created in such a short time,very nice~it's really good to get that kind of feeling in your very own class.

i wonder what i did to the mosquitoes, all come for me sia -_-.

chinese result..gotten it back. let's just say i achieve the best that i should have achieved, cuz i .. ok wait. i got a B. and naturally everyone will definitely love to get a distinction, but sadly no i didn't achieve that, and here comes the part where i go ' cuz i ..'

continue

.... didnt' put in really that much effort into studying chinese. so shouldnt be whining that i got a B but ha, imagine you are the first to get ur result cuz i m flying off to somewhere, and your next 2 friends behind got As -_-, kinda saddening and i speak as much chinese as they do. ouch..*and they beat my hp's game record,argh* k fine i should stop complain and be glad of my result. hai. merit for oral.GRR!

i wonder if i should tell my mum about my result lol.cuz she seem to have really forgotten her son did took A level last year end of the year, and it's been written off that i won't be taking A levels at all. ok of course she hope i go for As then uni/overseas for music and stuffs but.. aiya!suan le,dunno how to say.

and i'm so sure that some big mouth's definitely gonna tell mum my result when that person see this post so i tell u now. i will TELL her if i want/have to.

Mr Lester Lim's house's really cool. FULL OF MUSIC SCORES AND CDs!!!!! people will just have their eyes pop out if you go there. no divertimento for flute and winds by alfred reed =(, but alright's there's robert w. smith's Gemeinhardt Suite for Gemeinhardt flute company, ok cool piece but i have to switch to piccolo at time. Zzz. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gemeinhardt_Suite oh gosh i just realise the score needs so many flutes. JAHAHAHAHA SO COOL!

disasters always strikes when there's something good going on.unforeseen circumstances eh.. lol.wonder if it's the right thing to do..tsk tsk.haix.

oh weell..that's.. basically my day..no time for flute again damnit.

people who knows THE QUEEN SYMPHONY. this is the band version. damn cool

Thursday, March 06, 2008

sheesh. yuqing's description of the audition is kinda scary-_- JIA YOU!! i mean *PRAY HARD!*

let's just say.. i'm being random now. listening to classical music makes me really excited. ok that sounds wrong and sick but yeah. don't mind me.

was listening to some orchestra transcription for band and i conclude.if it's bad transcription with good band, it will still sound bad cuz of the bad arrangement.thought of using the word lousy.. but, they are earning for a living eh. so don't be too harsh ahhaha.

today's camp's not bad i will say. ok some will strongly disagree but .. it's very much based on what each individual prefer eh?

all about finding one's aim in life, or something like that from what i concluded for today's activities at least.pushing one's limit huh.. not bad the idea but haha, not catering to everyone's desire? ok i have no idea what word to use now, as usual limited vocab.

public speaking's erm.. haha as usual ALSO. bad. never like to talk in this kind of situations. booo low-self esteem is bad for me. but what to do =_=.

hai.. school shouldn't end so late, bad for students, especially me!*ok i know, self-centered, but human beings ARE, by right.* too tired, too little time to prac flute.after one hour of flute-ing, which is supposedly like just warm ups, and i'm tired already.. die..12 days.

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

orientaion today was good. much much better than what i expected, fun day it was till something occurred.

wet activities were not bad.manage to hype up the spirit of the class and Olympian i suppose.

dance competition was crazy, much crazier than last year's. this year's kids can dance... haha.

man.. im taking far too long for warm up for flute. 25 min non stop of double tonguing exercise can kill you, holding the flute in the same position for 25 min or around there is CRAZY.and audition is like coming within 2 weeks oh gosh...

yuqing goodluck for tomorrow!

it really really really sucks when you are being informed of something serious and you really DID TRY to do SOMETHING to prevent something from happening but too bad, you ain't equipped with the skills to stop the incident from happening. it's almost as if saying, " HEY DUMMY! I GOT A PROBLEM , I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO DO, BUT YOU DON'T BOTHER TRYING, 'CAUSE YOU ARE DUMB!"

it's good that you worry for others, cause that shows you care. BUT!it's never good for others to worry you because that shows you are not caring for yourself. ahh, that don't really make sense i think but. damnit.

13 days eh.

rat year. saw 2 rats in a day. 1 fake 1 real live.

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

sometimes i wonder if i will really be able to do whatever i told people to do in real live or what i have written here...

cause it sounds/seems like breaking a promise for not fulfilling it. or rather, in some sense i guess. wonder what will happen in the next phrase of my life haha.

Orientation was er.. let me see. morning was really boring but ok fine, i finally know all my new classmates names. aieh...the number 32 has so much memories in it.or rather i miss being in 0732. haha, tiak's in 0832, junior class( i mean 0732's .. but okok. 0836 is the 'official' one since everyone in 36 take history just like 32).

lesson learnt, never wear pants when they say wear shorts or u will get ur pants dirtied like ewww.

seems like the path is more or less fixed huh..let's hope there won't be any necessary U-turns or alteration...really.

just watched CJ7. as usual. steven chow(zhou xing chi, don't know if i spell his christian/english name correctly not) and his super exaggerating stuffs. the alien dog's really cute though.am i getting really weak/soft or what. abit of emotional scene and i really go T_T(ok maybe not to that extent. but always close to it). not gay syndrome eh. and no offence to any if offended. tsk.

Monday, March 03, 2008

today's a nutty day. ended lesson at 1030.

let's hope planning of the history room will be done soon then decorate it!AHHH.

dumbass me. stayed in school for a few hours for nothing, good thing we had lunch ha.

basketball is a nice game, but after not playing for a long time. like less than 5 times last year -_-, not bad for today's trial.

Solo movie session: Jumper
Movie: not bad
Conclusion: never ever watch movie in AMK HUB's cATHAY alone WITHOUT jacket! the room is like much colder than swo's room. if you guys think the music studio is a fridge, that cinema is antartica/artic. lol. freezing, was one of the first to rush out of the cinema haha.

Why do things get till so complicated? We should give away to one another at times, regardless of what, cause that's what friends are. ok that sound rather cheesy but that's kinda true. Perspectives. we should change our point of views at times so we know how others feel. was told of being not receptive, well. that's one way to clarify stuffs whenever you have doubts.

To worry less about others, make sure you don't worry others first. let the trend sit in. like a cycle.

what am i talking. lol.

good. kids, i think your playings have improved. vogelhandler's not bad, the tone.

Sunday, March 02, 2008

when evil secrets are unravel, things around you start to change, the beautiful surrounding around suddenly *poof* and changed to something dark and dirty, and you realise you are in a dungeon. the person you just met over there and suddenly turns into a set of skeleton and you go AHHHHHHHHHHH and touched it and the bones crumble and turns to dust.

nono. change it to after change etc. den ahhh!

then you try to continue your journey and realise. oh shit, no more steps.*dropped to the floor* and you died. and GAME OVER!

lol that sound very game like right.. haha. me and my imagination.

the more i think about it. yes indeed the more it makes sense, how can be i dumb not to realise it. good that i have my evidence which was left behind by mistake.

should be a detective next time, ya and i will be the poorest for not able to solve anything -_- , detectives are smart asses, don't mind being one.makes my life so much easier.

there's nothing wrong with being in your own world?? hmm.

the more i listen to force of destiny the more i think it. after the 'alarming' call by the brasses in the beginning and the clari plays the melody. it's in 3/8. reminds me of beethoven's tempest sonata 3rd mvt.

ok maybe not. maybe's just the 3/8 drive feeling.STILL! both are excellent pieces.

like there's not enough time , and we need to rush and move on.

the trombones sound deadly there. love it.so grave(italian term. i guess HA). eh.. ok grief.

i ought to be shot, i said 軟(soft) as 染(dye). LOL! if you don't know the difference.one is RUAN, one is RAN. and i was telling my mum my hair's soft and she thought i wanna dye my hair -_-

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!! KILL MEE!!!!!!! LOOK AT THAT VIDEO!!!!

oh great -_- i just realise ... next week's have-fun week. ah well. gotta postpone loner session when school opens

NUS's orchestra concert, twain performed in it . haha. or i only notice he performed when it's beethoven's symphony no. 5.

no comments =/ other than the fact that i feel the concert gets better as time goes on, and the solo cellist was brilliant.

flute practice books from france are cool.

NUS's UCC's cafe is daylight robbery. or for the main dishes at least.

YST is big..

one can never tell what's the other's thinking unless you are of the same caliber or psychic, but i'm neither. oh well.