couple of stuffs in my head.very bothered by them.
10min 48 sec is rather good after not really running for so long though really it's much better than last year's napfa, but no. it ain't good enough. goal is 10 min 15 sec,wonder if it's possible.
what kind of reason is it when you say ' oh sorry, too many, never mind. next door is just like family as well'???complete stranger stand next to you and knock into you and say' sorry, don't be so petty la, brother brother ma~ both men'. what nonsense is that? ok fine. bad analogy .
to convince someone, one needs to provide proof and evidence, it's not that one cannot be trusted.but to persuade, convince, stuffs must be shown before the eye to leave the person nothing to say/rebut/shoot back.
i remembered just yesterday i said i aim to be a virtuoso, but... sucky technique brings you nowhere close, other than being an amateur, it's not even close to professionals who just started out.maybe i should give up and try to be 'normal' huh, get out/drop out/quit and work in food industry and sell my own stuff. oh but wait, i can't cook.well done.
developments,improvements,progressions take time.but time limit is 'provided', the effects may or not maybe take place because different stuffs need different amount of time.let's hope there's enough time for SIGNIFICANT improvements to be made.
next week, guys, leave me alone for the week,im serious. testing out being a real loner.
never was there a moment of peace.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
actually guys.. haha. thanks, but i was asking the other way round~ if you know what i mean.
today is a well very long day i would say. and embarrassing day too. shessh.
oh wait but for once i feel proud of myself.
today was one of the first lectures which i fully understand what i'm learning in maths lecture. maybe it is because it's A maths stuffs. but still..im glad i understand them. some may find that i'm er.. stupid but. you know what? at least im understanding what im learning. shucks,weird.
identity paper is depressing. questioning the existence of us. and man..dun like it...and comes in all sorts of demoralising stuffs somehow?? not really my kind. but still, interesting
brought may and xiang yun to wind works to repair xiang yun's oboe(it was like bringing out a small kid says may, no xiang yun, dun beat me), and sean was very nice,as usual, and lend me 2 flutes to try~~ AHHH!!!! why am i so dumb T_T yamazuki... the powell flute's lovely, jupiter's crystal clear.. anyone kind enough to buy me one of those 0=) ???wanted to post this video of a 'rebellious' xiang yun but... sleepy now.another time lol.
train ride was sleepy as always.lol
lesson with jin ta. 3 pieces played. only one is acceptable.
funny isnt it, a person who supposedly trains his technique much much more than his tone was commented that the tone's much better than the technique..that's reallly... interesting..hai.. but what's the point. good tone no technique , good technique no tone is equally bad. you need to have both. i am to be a virtuoso, will that come true??
i used to perceive a good player would be a person who is able to complete the piece regardless what happens. and that's what i have always been doing. to be able to learn the piece asap and finish it right to the end.. apparently.. it's a bad method, and that's not good. it's call 'qi pian zi ji', fooling oneself. indeed, to be good u need to be witty and hardworking.. gosh...im goner hahaha.
technique technique..showcase of one's ability.
There is music everywhere, if you had ears. or something, that's on my shirt =)
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
this is going to be a bad start for a post.
damnit, be honest people. who hates/dislike me? tell me, i won't blame you if you are. just wanna know.tell me privately if you are uncomfortable with being open(yes i know i'm stupid for putting this up in this stupid manner) i'm so frustrated lately as we all know , i hope.
i had a whole lot of stuffs i wanna mention but know i forgot everything.
i think i am born in the wrong place.. should have been born in one of those poor villages in africa and be the FORTUNATE one and get eaten by some tiger or something else.
why am i back to the same dilemma of the 3 choices, which i THOUGHT i had already thought through last year???? this sucks.
i dislike me for who i am, no. im not using the word HATE. it's too much to be used.
those who think that i'm feeling like that because of the whatsoever reason that you think that causes me and is related to yourself. no it's not. so don't worry. though i ain't if the person/they will ever read this post.
tomorrow 1/3 of my commission's going to flute tutoring and about 1/4 of the 2/3 will go to orientation 2. cool.the rest will go to the trip.
only dumb people like me get those kind of stuff. but still it's workable,oh well.
am i in the right era or am i suppose to be even here???
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
i got a shock when i was bathing when i got. i was thinking. shit.where's my flute, did i get it off from the mrt? i asked my mum if it's on my bed and she said no. good thing was, was when i came out. it's on my table. damn
ha. so when sometime weird's going on or rather when something change, someone WILL NOTICE it but others won't till it's been going on for a few days. sharp observation indeed.
playing flute alone in the classroom helps.why?there's breeze and no one disturbs you.
oh yes , regarding my topic sentence, i mean title. when you wake up early in the morning and hope that the day will turn out to be fine.. well, someone once said if you start the day bad. the whole day's gonna be real sucky. but... i tried to start it 'good' no. it turned out bad. i guess. shucks..
so tired. till the extent that from sembawang to admiralty(3 mins), i can fall asleep and think that almost 20 mins past. and from admiralty to woodlands(another 3 mins) , same thing happened and i almost forgot to get off the stop.
there's so much time yet so little time, if you know what i mean. lol
man..what kind of posts am i putting up recently.. tsk.
this is bad... very bad. took me so long to warm up. as in. to the desired tone...
zen me ban......kejian. how~ lol. answer me!
Monday, February 25, 2008
let's finish answering gloria first before i start my post. ha.
gloria~ eh.. if i must be happy always... then how to grow up . hahaha.
and i was just telling someone the other day, i think, being a loner once in a while is good ._. then be sad and lamenting over some crap shits -_-.
lit was.. disturbing once again -_- .
emotional is not good .. i mean ok. it's both good and bad.u know wad i mean~
stomp is.. ahh .. not bad haha. but let's hope it's enough to entertain the crowd. gosh..getting a bunch of non exp. people*us* to do this is scary.tHANKS LUCIUS! tell me i spell his correctly.. if not it's so embarrassing to spell senior's name wrongly =\.
thursday .. fly to nafa to have a flute lesson .. zzzz.far T_T hey, muyao . drive me there. LOL
my 300th post after i have been blogign like erm. 4 years? lol
to 'celebrate'. let's watch different versions of verdi's la forza del destino
i like the sound of nippon symphony more for the brasses.
but this orchestra is more exciting.
very nice one too over here
magnificent piece. played by kids of our age.
let's see how i survive the day later.4 hours of sleep. how fun.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
put me with the kids. less complication. i understand them better.
矛盾的感覺真得不好受,真的覺得自己像個低能兒。Okok.不說低能兒，總之就是覺得自己不對勁就是了，可惡。Feel like typing out tmd. But.nvm. it’s not very glam. lol
lol. cant even type properly. typed ' feeling like typin . . . ' just now
when attendance is bad. things can't get fully worked out. only some will understand. instructions have to be repeated.
when attendance is bad, it means the person/people who are present will have to work extra extra hard, put in lots more effect to get the desired outcome. oh well. seems like im complaining, better not. it's a good workout anyway. shessh.
hey j1s,remind me to study eh. lol. no. j2s , dun think about it. the rate you guys call 'studying' = hell for me.
some movies provided education up to a certain extent. really just a small extent.
e.g independence day. they mentioned def con 3. we learnt it last year in history from mr kellett. lol
ok maybe not really education in the movie though.
now i know why i used to hope to be soldier when i was younger. they make them brave ,tough and tuff in movies. heroic huh. so american. haha
john f kennedy once said 'we chose to go to the moon, not because it is easy, but because it is hard' or something like that. well.. in short. to prove to communists, democracy is better, because USSR send the first satellite up to space and sent the first living thing, a dog(initial is L i think) but don't know how to bring it back to earth. lol
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why am i doing this?? shessh.
so finally came my audition.
it's either a do or die thing i suppose.damnit
no grade 8 cert eh.cool.
im never good with words.
sucks.
chaotic mind now.ho.
when can i have a break.
someone's right about this. im narrowminded. i see too little, know too little, care too much like nobody's business. or so it seems to me.
MR wOLFGANG AMADEUS 莫扎特！我要被你,還有我的手指氣死了！!!!! AHHH!!!
say boo to mozart.
just kidding. ARGH
lol. i thought of starting off by saying what time i reach home but i tink i better not if not someone's gonna say he/she feels guilty or something like that.
when you woke up like erm. nearly 45 mins late. the best thing to do is to cut down the time you take to do whatever it is necessary when you are at home getting ready to go out. so i was out of the house within 10 mins after i woke. so cool right. nuts. but good news was i was punctual. so yeah.
worrying over things that are not not within your range is abit overboard. but within your range kind of stuff and you were told that someone else should do the worrying 'part', i just don't feel safe. ok as zen told me once. i guess probably no one in the world other than me will understand what nonsense i'm talking, as usual. oh well, let's hope i can rememeber the crap event after some time from now.
stomp ... oh well. i shouldn't be worry too much about it.anabel.. please do something about it..
does doing something silly/dumb to help makes you nice or dumb?
mcflurry for dinner was er.....=\
i just realise. im like a confused/lost soul/man. lol.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 66%
Your Interpersonal Intelligence is High
You are definitely a "people person." You enjoy spending time with others.
You instinctively understand people, and you are both a good counsellor and mediator.
However, there are definitely times when you've had enough. And that's when you cherish being alone.
Honesty is nice, but only when it's convenient. You rather be nice than honest. You figure it's important to be honest about the big stuff, but little lies never hurt anyone
You Are 38% American
America: You don't love it or want to leave it.
But you wouldn't mind giving it an extreme make over.
On the 4th of July, you'll fly a freak flag instead...
today school ends at 11am. really early. so i decided to go to esplanade to look for some lovely flute scores and cool, my search was not in vain. i spend + , - 2 hours in the library. about half an hour searching i guess, while the remaining time. spending my 'life' zapping the scores -.-. and THIS is the result of my 'hardwork' =D
and
this ladies and gentleman, is something we don't play everyday...
here's a glimpse of it!
indeed INCREDIBLE.
and this. is something interesting. haha
this is what i saw when to and fro from esplanade. erm. along the way.
didn't feel like going after the trip and gave up on going to hereen since my bag was heavy and tired. so i came back to causeway point and guess what. time zone. dumb me, spent $5 when i only have 1 game in mind and i have to spend all the $$$ away(cuz the lousy card will be destroyed in my wallet), my heart aches. LOL!
yes. thus. that's how i spend my LOVELY thursday after school..shessh..
this is the amount of yusheng my ah ma prepared.
and this is how much im going to eat.
okay nvm. i shall flute laterward if not i sure won't survive for audition. trying out new scores' not bad either =D.
i like my shirt.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
gai si de modem!
keep on making me dc-ing. so hard to keep even a single conversation going on! grrr!
lol. my modem's against me. for emo-ing too much i guess LOL!
cheng song's cool.
had a chat with ms peh. she's really nice. and if she ever finds this blog. THANKS MS PEH!
choosing subject combination is hai... *gives up*, same old stuffs.
flute ar flute ar... okay i don't know how to continue.
omg. hbo's showing some realyl disgusting movie. really gorey. and its not NC 16 . omgosh...
oh before i end. the moon's lovely tonight.
random.
lol. gotta wake at 5.30 yay! nuts.
swam 32 laps again just now . i hate it everytime , the moment before u jump into the water and flying out of the water. why? it's freaking cold. ZOMG. and shivers like dunno what. ok maybe not . just kidding.
ha. surprising i guess. i'm trying to listen to pop rock metal and dunno what else there is, for the past 1 hour. and. not bad i say. haha! okay still. classical music is still my kind no matter what.
ho. i just realise why the ogl didnt call me. the school have my old number. cool. and i updated in litespeed last month that i have already changed my number. WELL DONE!
in shakespeare's macbeth, they go 'to be or not to be',i think is macbeth. for me i go. 'to tell or not to tell' LOL!
oo. listen to the memories of kotowari with clement. haha. see if u can spot where i start playing..intonation is really hard to keep . especially with recording. and flute solo especially. zzz
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
today 's well.. not bad. i HAD A DREAM.
all thanks to pe ytd. or rather. thanks to me for once again running about like idiot all over the place and my calves hurts -_-
today's not not bad actually. it's boring. fool aroudn with the piano for awhile. gave up practising. then went on to play some shooting alien/zombie game again. man. .im addicted to shooting games since young and still play some dumb games at the age of 18-going-to-be.
flute-ing is as usual lovely.mozart, rawrrr, bite you! even poulnec'snata is easier. =\ hey no. what am i talking,i like hard pieces. the harder the better lol *provided i can manage of course*. ok fine. so mozart's not too hard.but... boo to the playing of intervals of 3rds. grr.. classical music =\
faure oh faure....anyone got any more other recordings of his fantasie. i need more to get the feel of the music right.
man..who is my ogl!?!?!?!? damn! never call me! yingying and felicia already know! WEI!!!!-_-
okie. gonna flute in awhile
Monday, February 18, 2008
lol. today had been a really decent day. besides the fact which something just happen like a few minutes ago. Zzz..
nothing much to say today. other than the fact that tomorrow's holiday, yay good for me, but some kids are leaving. soo not so good(especially when u just got to know them).okok. not kids. the j1s.
music is something that's very.. hmm special. many different genres, and well. they all have one thing in common. they affect the emotions of their audience. ultimately. nowadays they are used for entertainment.
okay. that's really very shallow ,i don't think that's even at the brim of describing music. just a mere 'droplet' only?lol. shallow person indeed too.
ok that's totally random. oh yea. that's not surprising. considering that i have always been random and lame my whole life. lololol.
bleach episode 160 , some part of the anime somehow is how my life is like now. when rukia had those flashbacks about her not good with swords, better with kidou. but when she went over to that kind of department. she's like a small fry. that's how i am feeling now, or rather how i think i will be like very soon.
emotions are somethings that we human being have, and are more superior than other animals. and it's one of the things that makes us so successful, yet it fails us at times. i have no idea how correct am i, but yeah. tell me if i'm wrong eh.
one more thing. this is really random this time. not saying anyone at all(seriously), i think the most un-selfish person is the most selfish person. why? cuz being so nice to others means you are not giving yourself a chance. you give others all the chances and leave none for yourself and you are a person yourself. thus. my reasoning. lol.
been gaming those 2 games ever since i got home from swo. crazy me. okay i finally stopped.
brass sextet concerto is fun. but. when it comes to intonation. nobody likes it. especially when you playing the amazingly small cute instrument which just go sky high when playing high notes. but then again. its really a nice piece for piccolo.
cool piece it is.
1812 was not that fun. lesser parts to play. why. romantic period. i guess. piccolo's still more of decoration though there's melody. but flute gets it more. and playing the flute's more satisfying. lol
as usual went to babysit at my piano teacher's student's house. ok. not really babysit, but u can consider it. guiding her playing piano. or something like that. and i did something which made me feel guilty. i made her cry T_T. hey it's not intentionally! it just there's this part on the left hand she keep on dun get it. den keep onasking her to repeat and i guess she felt the stress and after that she' really solemn and after awhile tears dropped but she didnt wail. =X.okay so i did manage to make her laugh at the end of the hour when i was teaching her theory. but how i did it, i have no idea or rather i forgot.
and amazing/worse/surprising thing is that. before i leave and recieve my 'payment' her mum gave me a hong bao !!! =X so bu hao yi si! =\ and it's not the standard 'stranger' hong bao 'price'(which is normally $4 ). soo.. ahhh!
okay .so well. that's very much about it. i mean my day. today's really nice , overall speaking. and still my language sucks =X.
hidding what you have in mind and not telling others exactly what's going on is definitely not the best solution. but. what to do tell me. when you can't express/neither are you able to twist your words effectively to make them sound either better or worse. conclusion would have been. dun bother talking at all. say something else. or go with the 'politically correct answer'.
no idea what made me said that.. must be mrs teo's that hand gesture exercise again -.-"
ya ya.. adults put their hand under the chin, one finger under the nose means he/she's lying .and im doing that like almost everyday. and the more i think the more i think she's right or somtehing like that..shesssh...
Zen was telling me about the movie 'the pianist' is on channel 5. ahh..wonderful movie. showcase the beauty of chopin's work. warsaw eh..poland. ha. warsaw pact. chopin international piano competition's held there.i tHINK.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
this bottle of water cost 30 cents.must be something's wrong with the water if not can;t be that cheap. i feel like im going to be sick soon. sore throat. MUST BE THE WATER!!!!
oh.. i liek this one. HERE IS TODAY'S HOROSCOPE: If you're wondering why a certain someone likes you, I've got news for you: Everybody else is wondering too.
flute lesson was good. lao shi's really nice.
gosh.i'm back on the problem on my near future. damn
this is a fine piece of work done by fellow band mate.HAHA!
gosh. i think im going to cough to death anytime soon -_-
Friday, February 15, 2008
i don't know but. i just feel like banging the wall a zillion times and i wonder if it will ever be enough.
the inner me's gonna burst soon, can't take it anymore. really frustrating.
discipline is something that you inculcate in you. or rather people inculcate it INTO you since you were born. and after so many years of disciplinary-teaching, as how i would prefer to call it, and you still fail to discipline yourself when necessary. can i consider that as being a human being who's a FAILURE?
thought today will turn out to be a better day but guess i was wrong. feel like digging a hole and hide myself there forever after from the whole world. this is just one of the times when i really feel like. can i put down my responsibilities and see what happens? cuz it seems like it doesn't make a difference if i take or don't take up my responsibilities. just feel like ranting today.
feeling suicidal. lol. it's worse when you realise what you try to do don't work and when someone else tries it. it WORKS.IT WORKS DAMNIT! AND WHATEVER THE PERSON TRIED TO DO. YOU TRIED IT TOO BUT WHEN YOU DO IT, IT DOESN'T WORK A SHIT..
it makes me wonder sometimes. am i doing the right thing? am i wasting my time?what the hell am i doing????????? all questions. no answers. if this is going to be it, how will it turn out to be in a few years time???
appreciate that i have so many friends.
side track.
belated valentines' day presents/total defence day presents. lol.
not practicing my flute for like just 2 days make a significantly huge difference. the style i want for my mozart flute concerto is almost gone, cant get the feel. the tone isn't satisfying enough. dynamic range seem to shrink too. worse still. my technique's 'deproving' gosh...so tired.
i fell asleep from about 8+/ 9+ till 15th 12.0 + am.
my mum woke me up. i thought it was 545am. i was wondering why the hell is my sister awake with my room light on and i tried to go to the toilet to bath. lol
Thursday, February 14, 2008
hello everyone happy valentine's day! hope all of you had a good day!
but it aint fair for us history students. especially those who weren't out for date cuz we still reach home so late! HA. joke.lol
totally dead for history. or at least i think so -_- judging from the NUMBER of WORDS i wrote as compare to the nan chiau kid next door who wrote like there's no tomorrow(or so it seems to me).
i just realise.. i really dun like econs -.-" and neither do i like maths nor SEA history. oh man...this is bad. *voosh* today's suppose to be a good day . or something like that.
okok, let's take a look at what i recieve today.
oops. some gifts went into my mouth today =D. couldn't resist you know. my breakfast was M&M from my og -.-"
that's about everything today i suppose. thanks for the stuffs peeps , appreciate them =).
ok so i promised the photos of the ketchup loving me. here you go. day1 : that's at the coffeeshop outside school
day2: this is macdonald ketchup attacking my sprite.
oh oh. poetry recital was bla... here's the video which tiak hui took, our group =X
ah ha.embarrassing. lol
ok. time to do work i guess. maths and sadly.. SEA history. again . boo.
lol when's the time when i finsh that part? 9pm? now's 12. i fell asleep. so that concluded my v day. slping session. time for maths. lol
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
yes indeed i had a cool day. so cool that i was about to ask myself 'what's the best way to keep yourself calm down?' and reply to it would be something like this ' are you dumb or what? die of course! then you wouldn't need to think so much.' or if i were to put myself in jia hao's shoe. it would probably come out like ' die la~ die liao body cold liao' ..
..
i guess i can fight back lame jokes with him.
very fun hor today band. 3 beats , 5 beats. lol.
amazing. truly, within hours. things mentioned ,forgotten. even within minutes things corrected/said were not done.
disturbing thoughts run through my mind. why am i so concern with so much stuffs? gosh. it's like i'm torturing myself mentally.(next sentence not for girls to see,if u figure why den ok. if dunno -.-, dun bother asking) so much so for the lecture about SM and stuffs from the guys when in mac.
and yes. once again. the attack of the ketchup. this time my drink was attacked by it. and once again again, post the photo another time
i have a history test to study. reading like how many sets of notes? at least 8 sets. crazy i know. but i dun think i will be able to finish that much. in fact im crazy. studying so much. i think i study the most in my entire life today lol. ok not reeally. but over such small issue. yes. i would probably go crazy if tml is like promo or something. dung.
common lunchbreak tomorrow. yay 'FUN' come watch us/i die of mockery/dumbness in the DRUM! *ROLL!* YAY! WOOHOO!
i think i'm growing more and more sarcastic and becoming anti-social somehow. not sure exactly how. but i think that's what's happening. hahahaha.
what's my aim??? after that what??? some people ponder over this also at our age. but the adults or SOME say that its normal. but i really cant see myself heading anywhere. no, im not going to be some sales person of anysort or work in bank. or u can say i refuse to.ok . maybe my scope's too narrow , but u know what i mean..
ahh.. train of thought disturbed.
oh yes remembered. i can't really see what im studying is going affect my life. gosh. ok maybe to some small extent but.. ok nvm. shall study till i die or copy econs tml if possible. lol.u didnt saw the last part.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
feeling real awkward. went to prank ppl. lol..
asnira's right. im giving myself unnecessary stress, i have no idea why. must be too free. but then again. i feel like a complete er..loser?useless slacker/fellow,good-for-nothing if i don't stress myself.
this is crazy. 5am/ 5.30am here i come.if anyone saw this msg and possible. haha. i don't mind extra help for moving benches(applicable to band peeps only)
er. as suggested the title. the feeling i get today was that i feel down,emo? , upset, bla bla those kind of feeling. but... no. i ain't emo u noe.. if u know what i mean. i wasn't feeling unhappy or sad over anything. Zzz, must be due to lack of sleep again.grrr.
oh. and i made a mistake last night. it was 3.5 hrs break. shessh. what good memory i have. lol. and sadly i didn't make good use of my 3.5 hrs for flute-ing . Zzz.
it's either ketchup love me or vice versa. cuz. a 'string' of tomato sauce landed on my arm during lunch. too lazy to post the picture now.shall do tml or something. remind me.
CT period was embarrassing. play flute ,first love and my heart will go on. lousy playing. bad acoustic. when i end my note. it just END! so.. not nice -.-.
shucks. 5.30am here i come. then 6.30 in school. hopefully.
after the 1 hour nap from 9 to 10. i felt energetic! lol will die again in morning. but nvm. now's only 1.30. means i get to slp more! AHHH!!!
just recalled something learnt in lit. ms victor mentioned love and hate is just a thin line of difference. argh. my brain's not functioning again. can't think of the correct phrasing. lol.
lol. train of thought disturbed.
i think it's quite embarrassing for people when they have done something before and when they have to redo and do the thing with ppl who never done before, but you(those who done b4) didn't do a really great job. it's quite as i mentioned. embarrassing and somehow disturbing. lol. okay. finished tml's work. shall flute for 4.5 hours (or at least make good use of the break).
what's the phrase they always use?
A pang of guilt stuck in my throat? something like that?
ok in short. guiltiness. guilty of serious crime. nah joking, no serious crime.. but just. guilt
Monday, February 11, 2008
was being dumb last night. slept only at like NEARLY 4 am because doing stupid stuffs/or some would say silly stuffs.
such as after packing bag, found some notes given for last year's bday. went to look at it, look at since sec 1 to last year's class photos, and subsequently whatever letters/notes i have over these past few years which i kept.and ya. that took quite some time.
before i forgot,let me mention about this cute kiddo. haah.i was waiting for the lift(after sch of cuz) when there's this pair of father and toddler son waiting too. the kid's adorable heh. went into the lift and haha.kid looked at me, i smile and wave and he was shy at first den wave back too and smile and say something i guess,but was wearing earphones,can't tell if he's just moving mouth or what(cant read lips).
oh and here's the thing. he got the length which make him have a ponytail! little bit one! (heh heh! )
ok back to where i was before i side tracked. so thus and because of sleeping for like about 2 hour plus, was dying in school.
CCA leader meeting was ._. ... should have gone for angel and mortal briefing, i got a letter from my angel. hahaha. seems er. disturbing i would say? HAHA!
ah yes and so anyway. today was a tiring day.
feel like im quite a 'squarish' person,rather rigid i guess, if that's the right term to use. can't really adapt.low creativity, low-class ones .... whenever suppose to change something or make something new, seems like mine are always like just modifications of someone's original work. lol....ahhh.. be myself ain't exactly helping i feel. hahahaha
right. so stop here for now. MIGHT blog later .lol
before i write this entry. many must be thinking , " eh what the hell are you doing at this time, it's past your bedtime ! and it's holiday so means you should have finished your work and sleep early!!!" or something along that line i figured =P
but ... heh heh. was watching the last samurai. it's 2 hours long. so u can figure what time i started watching =D.
amazing show.reminds me how much i love about ninjas and samurais.ninja cuz they are cool! samurai cuz they are cool too! but more. cuz they ain't sneaky. heh.
If u guys remembered the piece call "samurai" by nigel clarke, a piece of band work, which dunman high played for their syf 2007, swo tried before, phil winds premiered it, yes. all the values of the samurai are in there ( or so which nigel clarke claims when he was interviewed) HAHA! that's a nice piece too. *too rolling your eyes douglas and gang(i dunno who =P )*
whatever was mentioned in the movie, nigel clarke has mentioned. thus, samurais are very respectable people.文武雙全. for people who don't read traditional chinese characters, the 3rd word is shuang2 (both).
i didn't notice about tom cruise's height till zen told me before i ran off to watch the movie =D. wicked eh !HAHAHA!
touching movie. they stood rooted to their views. very interesting, how some of us always go " i promise i will be like this blablabal' den the next week goes ' nono, i change my mind. i wanna be like that' etc. etc.
no. that's not discipline. nope it ain't. i haven got that kind of discipline(samurai/japanese kind), you can tell by the fact that i'm blogging here right now at the wrong time XD. -_- but that don't change the fact for going towards music.
today, or rather yesterday. i had a good sleep by waking up at 2 pm, so i have been awake for about 12 hours only~ hahaha. so i should be feeling okay when i wake at er.. 5.45? lol
okok . im sleeping soon after i pack my bag in a while.last samurai's music is nice. 有日本的風味. did i use it correctly? a-xin, s.g.p.f! check!( actually i ought to be shot for not knowing if i use it correctly -.- since my mum's taiwanese) .
was thinking, is kingdom hearts, hikari , a good piece to play for cca bazaar. found the scores on some web which kok wey gave me. shall print everything in school. ouch.. money!
Saturday, February 09, 2008
oh freak i just keep on adding -.-. i realise when i watch kung fu dunk, i like his rap. it's nice. hahaha.toufu and kung fu. hahahahahaah
and there's this piece in the movie which has a violin solo which i paid quite abit of attention to and i realise or i think the person playing had difficulty with the solo cuz the intonation was abit off. some notes went flat and sharp. haha.im being irritating now -.-
it sucks when u play ur flute and u cant get the desired effect,color,style,feel.
if u have the time. listen to the piece on my blog. i mean one of the piece. memories of ko-to-wa-ri. the flute solos.
excellent job done on them. the solo which is starts at the last thirdth of the timebar was fabulous. meaning after 2/3 of the music.that one. always make me feel like tearing. especially when u tried to play along and feel it.ok found. listen from 3 mins 35 sec onwards. the solo is at about 46 seconds.
it's just amazing what music can do.
and ok. i listened to some metal. and must admit. they sound nice. ROCK TOO. lol.so it's my sudden change in taste(not exactly that . but cant find the right term) or i start to accept? HA.
lol.i still prefer orchestral definitely though. lol..
nafa still haven reply me. EH!!!!
oh wait. zen wans me to thank him for introducing his kind of music to me ! HAHAHA
ok before i say anything
look at this: ẅєпĿīn says (9:12 PM): haha ẅєпĿīn says (9:14 PM): u know this person sell his music online and earn his first million within 26 hours. ẅєпĿīn says (9:14 PM): 36hours* (8)Flut3z(8)Frenchy Flutes. the truth lies within yourself. says (9:14 PM): wth? (8)Flut3z(8)Frenchy Flutes. the truth lies within yourself. says (9:14 PM): WTH?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
okk thats all. turns out.. i didn't catch that part =(
let's work backwards.
today was a boring/nnot boring day. watched movie with sis and cousin.. er, what's that? ooo kung fu dunk. ha. jay chou 耍寳 in the show.it's one of those 溫馨片(wen xin pian),see le will =D and not " >=( AHHH!!! WHY LIKE THIS/TAT BLABAL?!?!"
i realise there's 2 kinds of film. or rather i have seen most of the time.1 is those that are really nonsensical -.- which u can't find any good values and they are just being there to REALLY REALLY entertain you. like erm.. AVP.
then another kind is those that has values =). like lord of the rings, importance of friendship , filial piety etc.
Kung Fu Dunk is er. both. more towards no. 2 i feel.heh. very nice~
speaking of lord of the ring. it's really a very good piece of literature. many contents in there. i think it's a 'old version' of WW1 and WW2. the 2nd war will be erm. let's see. haha. allies VS germany and gang? lol.
forgot what i wanna say.
anyway. went swimming with mum[yes im so 乖, call me mama's boy for all i/you care(i have no idea whether when ppl call guys that is a compliment or taunt,but. whatever)] cuz she just seems so sad =(. SWAM-ED(lol) 34 laps(boo i plan to stop at 32, figure tht out) cause mum was 6 laps behind me. she plan to complete 30.30's not scary if some of you are like WTH?!?! all you need is swim slowly.
had 3 attempts to swim across the width in 1 breathe. 1st and 3rd attempts failed.2nd succeeded.interval was about 30 seconds each.weird huh. lol.
new year was.. like every other year, stay at home wait for ppl to come and go, come out say hello, go into the room, play com/and whatever's available. and when you guys see this, alot of you will be like' SO GOOD! how i wish i can stay at home the whole holiday'. okay. think bout it, u r at home for the past 18yrs during CNY and u dun go out at all. lol.
what did i missed out? nothing else right i suppose.
YAY!
i was being lame. i tried to type ' i was c***' and i decided to cancel that off. may is so going to ' omg. is that really you? i can't believe it' or something along that line and people like er...si han will go ' -.-' whereas jia hao's kind will go ' ya ya., correct, hmm yes' HAH!
that's all. my weird life
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
cool people make cool video. check them out. once again. all music stuffs of cuz.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=-r3BNoBD7J0
http://youtube.com/watch?v=EyAI3EHULRs
http://youtube.com/watch?v=77MuARh165I
this one's really cute
this is even better. his daughter's really adorable
this was funny haha. i guess he's a woodwind player ~
his family performance!
okay that's all for video.*okay. you guys will go" what. THAT'S ALL?!? THAt'S ALOT U DUMMY!(ok maybe some of you will go liek that, not all)*
today's chinese new year celebration was quite cool. better than last year. couldnt watch last year. cause of performance, there you go. this one
school end at 9.30am. now think back. it's quite -_-. basically you go for the sake of attendance taking. met mei hwa , den ate. and i went to watch 'The Mist' alone!
HAHA! how cool can that be! when the cinema is like. almost empty. my whole column was empty other than me! den in the middle got about 4 or 5 people!
Stephen King's good.i like the movie, though it's really saddening towards the end. there's lit stuffs in there! LOOK! im applying AQ!application question analysis! lol. ms kwok will be proud of me! i found shakespearean elements in theere! LOL!!!!!
tragedy. why? so many deaths.. lol.
shan't say much bout the content, don't want to be a spoiler. it's a gore movie so people who don't like those kind, don't bother. hahahaa.
hong bao time =D
Your Power Color Is Red-Orange
At Your Highest:
You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.
At Your Lowest:
You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.
In Love:
You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.
Green will make you feel alive, renewed, and balanced. And with a little green, you will project an aura of peacefulness and harmony. If you want stability, you've got to get a little green in your life!
For extra punch: Combine green with blue or purple
The downside of green: It can promote jealousy in yourself or others
The consequences of more green in your life:
You will be drawn to a new life path You will feel free to pursue new ideas and interests, no matter how strange You will be released from the demands and concerns of others
Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you ever asked yourself what cartoon character do you most resemble?
A group of investigators got together and analyzed the personalities of well known and modern cartoon characters. The information that was gathered was made into this test.
Answer all the questions (only 10) with what describes you best, add up all your Points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for your results.
Do not cheat by looking at the end of the e-mail before you are done . Then forward this to all your friends ( including the person who sent it to you ) and change the subject of this message to what character is you.
1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date? a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.) b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.) c) Painting in the park (5 pts) d) Rock concert (1 pt.) e) Going to the movies (3 pts.)
2. What is your favorite type of music? a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.) b) Alternative (1 pt.) c) Soft Rock (4 pts.) d) Country (5 pts.) e) Pop (3 pts.)
3. What type of movies do you prefer? a) Comedy (2 pts.) b) Horror (1 pt.) c) Musical (3 pts.) d) Romance (4 pts.) e) Documentary (5 pts.)
4. Which one of these occupations would you choose if you only could choose one of these? a) Waiter (4 pts.) b) Professional Sports Player (5 pts.) c) Teacher (3 pts.) d) Police (2 pts.) e) Cashier (1 pt)
5 What do you do with your spare time? a) Exercise (5 pts.) b) Read (4 pts.) c) Watch television (2 pts.) d) Listen to music (1 pt.) e) Sleep (3 pts.)
6. Which one of the following colors do you like best? a) Yellow (1 pt.) b) White (5 pts.) c) Sky Blue (3 pts.) d) Dark Blue (2 pts.) e) Red (4 pts.)
7. What do you prefer to eat? a) Snow (3 pts.) b) Pizza (2 pts.) c) Sushi (1 pt.) d) Pasta (4 pts.) e) Salad (5 pts.)
8. What is your favorite holiday ? a) Halloween (1 pt.) b) Christmas (3 pts.) c) New Year (2 pts.) d) Valentine's Day (4 pts.) e) Thanksgiving (5 pts.)
9. If you could go to one of these places which one would it be? a) Paris (4 pts) b) Spain(5 pts) c) Las Vegas(1 pt) d) Hawaii(4 pts) e) Hollywood (3 pts)
10. With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with? a) Someone Smart (5 pts.) b) Someone attractive (2 pts.) c) Someone who likes to Party (1 pt.) d) Someone who always has fun (3 pts.) e) Someone very sentimental (4 pts.)
Now add up your points and find out the answer you have been waiting for! Put your character in the subject line and forward to your friends and back to the person that sent this to you. Very interesting to see 'who' your friends are!
(10-16 points) You are Garfield: You are very comfortable, easy going, and you definitely know how to have fun but sometimes you take it to an extreme. You always know what you are doing and you are always in control of your life. Others may not see things as you do, but that doesn't mean that you always have to do what is right. Try to remember, your happy spirit may hurt you or others.
(17-23 points) You are Snoopy: You are fun; you are very cool and popular. You always know what's in and you ' re never out of style, y you are good at knowing how to satisfy everyone else. You have probably disappeared for a few days more than once but you always come home with the family values that you learned Being married and having children are important to you, but only after you have had your share of fun times
(24-28 points) You are Elmo: You have lots of friends and you are also popular, always willing to give advice and help out a person in need. You are very optimistic and you always see the bright side of things. Some good advice: try not to be too much of a dreamer. Dreaming too big could cause many conflicts in your life.
(29-35 points) You are Sponge Bob Square Pants: You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never wants to lose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey, it' s funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people and you will be stress free.
(36-43 points) You are Charlie Brown: You are tender, you fall in love quickly but you are also very serious about all relationships. You are a family person. You call your Mom every Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a few Birthdays. Don't let your passion confuse you with reality.
(44-50 points ) You are Dexter: You are smart and definitely a thinker... Every situation is fronted with a plan. You have a brilliant mind. You demonstrate very strong family principles. You maintain a stable routine but never ignore a bad situation when it comes. Try to do less over thinking every once in a while to spice things up a bit with spontaneity!
Monday, February 04, 2008
as suggested. gonna talk bout him. he is 16 year when this video was recorded
and here's another professional, from australia
this is really nice. to see a classical pianist playing anime music :)
wanted to talk about what's being missed out . i mean what happened over the past few days. but. ok nvm, now's too late. packing my room takes at least 3 hours. starts from 9 to 12 . den clean up BLA!
now is 2.15am. lol! i just saw the female pianist that christopher showed me previously on her playing of la campanella. here it is:
she is godly.
this link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4o3eiEHmJUA is her playing of appassionata 3r mvt of beethoven. i nv like this speed. i find it not exciting enuff. but her playing really attracts me and i like this speed now !XD
she intereesting. use a cushion on the chair XP HAHA
LIM CHEN HUNG CLEMENT
11th September 1990
Flute,Piccolo,Piano Riverside Concert Band
Sembawang Symphonic Winds
Sembawang Wind Orchestra Nanyang Junior College Symphonic Band
NAFA Diploma in Music Performance
miyazawaflautist@hotmail.com
WISHLIST
Muramatsu SR
More gigs, performance
More exposure to the scene
Money
Good techniques
To be a professional flautist
Laptop
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