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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

i felt.. very lost.


there's a huge part of me feeling very disappointed for one very er.. well, crucial reason which is:

be it if it's people who are younger or older than you , someone came to approach you for help. you tried to help but then. no matter how much you try to help, there's always just this limitation of how much help you alone are able to offer.

which results into, not being able to help the person out very much. most case scenario for me would be feeling very guilty, upset and all the sad thoughts for being unable to help, furthermore it made me felt worse when the reply i received was something rather nice and sweet like thanking for the trouble that's been gone through etc.

just really makes me feel bad.

then there's just this another case which, i can only listen and there's hardly any solution.it sucks being me when coming to this kind of situation, really helpless.

slept at about 1.30 last night i guess, woke at 5 am. reach school at 6.30(and mr duck was saying he wake at 6.30 also reach earlier than me).
officially left school at 9.45 pm, reached home at 10.41pm.

fun right, hanging around outside for more than 17 hours.it's nuts.

went to nafa today.
just walking into the building makes me feel pressurized. zzz. how fun can that get to be. ha.

i managed to hear some flautist's playing.you can say,it just made me felt like im a damn stinky toad in a rundown-ed well. and i am actually like applying for there???

that's like as good as saying i feeel that yong siew toh will be........


ok nvm . this is my lunch's drink



i felt useless today. especially TODAY.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

too much things cramped in your head within one day is definitely not good.


bad news 1:
Japan trip is 31st May to 6th June

Bad news 2:
Flute competition, woodwind quintet competition is on 5th and 6th june

Bad news 3:
Can't help wanxin's sister be accompanist!

bad news 4:
wake up at 5 am cause tml gotta play/conduct national anthem

Bad news 5:
gotta go nafa pay up for application tomorrow

Bad news 6:
link up with news 1, 2 and 3, can only choose 1,which will most prob be disappointing.

bad news 7:
shan't be disclosed

Bad news 8:
too bad, you won't know too.


sleeping 2 hours a day is nuts. completely no energy to play flute once you reach home.

shall start flute-ing in a while. not flute-ing for one day is gonna affect my rate of progression! ARG!


anyway. my advisors were telling me to 覺悟 to give up whatever i am thinking of doing, cause that method/way will not work out. bahh.. it's like. kinda hard to give up something once you set your head to it huh? ah well...


national anthem, college anthem, flute music.

Monday, January 28, 2008

friday's opera was good. Verdi's La Traviata. and i thought traviata means traveller actually -.- how dumb.i have no idea how to translate it to english. it means 'cha2(tea) hua1(flower) nv3(lady)' in chinese. try translating. ha.

there u go. the picture.

the main character, the lady. whats the name, cant remember, has done well,sung well. haha.nice voice.

the orchestra woodwinds were good.nice flutes. lovely clarinet tone, nice oboes.i thuoght the brasses werent strong enough but overall, still nice.




cool quartet. very jazz. not suitable for very classical people. the sound is well. unique. hahaha. they can sound like electric guitar . that amazed me and their improvisation.very interesting.

people like douglas and chris will most probably screw their face when they hear it like this >.< . but u noe what~ lalala. lol


flute lesson was good.went through faure's fantasie.ahh.. hard piece.with a quality not so high flute is not a good sign.(i keep on insisting im using a not very gd flute. but lao shi can still play weell with it T_T ahhh), means. i just gotta buck up.

comparing NAFA and YST right now. nafa is definitely a choice which i can get in more easily. and YST, it STILL IS POSSIBLE. provided the fact that i can improve tremendously in a short period.gosh. seems like a bad sign huh. hahaha.young artist programme...

both jin ta. ahhh...lao shi's comment was, will be abit hard now =(. aw man. grrr..i cant possibly practice flute like 4 , 5 hours a day if im schooling now. aRGH.there's not enuff time -.- unless i can like don't sleep , but that's out of question. oh. she didnt say i gotta do this, but i think that should be the thing that leads me to my er.., success? lol.

scholarship is never an easy thing to attain. especially in asthetics field i guess. hopefully i can get it if i go nafa. maybe not if i manage to get into YST(that would have been by luck i suppose. Zzz).

想儅音樂家是需要一條很辛苦的路的.

but that doesnt change the fact that im gonna study music.

3 choices. lol

NAFA-YST-Overseas[best would be paris conservertoire(which really be impossible i guess), if not places like UK or aussie or USA i guess]

YST-overseas

NAFA-overseas

the dash is the u know , the link~ hahah.from this to that to that to bla bla bal etc.


Divertimento for flute and winds. alfred reed. wonder if the piece's gonna be hard for the band ahhh~


SWO was good today, or rather yesterday. sextet concerto was just cool. force of destiny sounds very 'deadly' ahaha, rosamunde still very nice =P. heh. force of destiny's gonna be included in main repertoire =(, but ok. should be better, cant expect encore to be a tragedy eh~. ppl will be crying. hahahaa.





cool video nina puts up.


flute.

Friday, January 25, 2008

awesome but twisted.

Online Videos by Veoh.com



Online Videos by Veoh.com
interesting one


start doing blogthings again after going to my sister's blog.
You Act Like You Are 19 Years Old

You are a teenager at heart. You don't quite feel like a grown up yet, but you don't feel like a kid.
You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

You're quite rebellious, and you don't like being told what to do. You like to do things your way.
You have your own unique style, taste in music, and outlook on life.
What Age Do You Act?

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!
How Happy Are You, Really?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence

Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.
You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.
You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.
Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds.

You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.
What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?


What Lim Chen Hung Clement Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.



You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.



You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.













You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?


People Definitely Like You

You are very well liked, and many people admire you.
You are friendly, well mannered, and fun to be around.
Of course, you're not perfect... but that's okay.
Your friends are usually willing to accept you for who you are!

What People Don't Like About You:

People don't like that you're not very interesting or engaging. You often bore them... and yourself.

People don't like that you seem unnatural and stiff at times. You sometimes give off an impression of being standoffish or fake.

People don't like that you put others down and like to gossip. They are worried that you also gossip about them!

What People Like About You:

People like that you take the them to get to know them and make a connection. You make people feel important.

People like that you truly take and interest in them. Everyone likes to be liked!

People like that you give them complements. You make people feel good about themselves!
Do People Like You?


What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person.

You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical.

You are very detail oriented and meticulous. You are a careful thinker and a true intellectual.

You don't a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You sometimes don't give people enough space.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a poor communicator. No one really knows exactly what you're getting at.
What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

this last one really match!HAHAHa

You Should Be a Doctor

You are practical, sharp, and very intuitive.
Optimistic and energetic, you are a problem solver who doesn't get discouraged easily.
You are also quite compassionate and caring. You make people feel hopeful.
You're highly adaptable and capable. You do well with almost any curve ball life throws at you.

You do best when you:

- Are always learning new subjects
- Use your knowledge to solve problems

You would also be a good therapist or detective.
What Should You Be When You Grow Up?

weird


You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!
How Weird Are You?


amazing timing i have . eh or rather.

time flies.

monday passed,cant remmber any details.

tuesday passed, cant remember any either

wednesday was..let me see, we had a bit of fun.

den comes band prac with something rather depressing.
the prac goes on being even more depressing when our playing ain't well, up to expectations.

sometimes you just have to admit the fact that some people are better than you,well..how do i put it... eh..it's like the level of tolerance?or rather the ability to suppress their anger,unhappiness,and all unhappy thoughts...

its amazing when you know that you KNOW these people who are able to do this.it makes you admire them, appreciate how much hard work they have done and try to do their best still even though it's like nearing the end of the world.(lol, i typed end of the year before i made some amendments).


on the other hand. something hit me .quite hard.and u noe its like ouch.that really hurts.


oh yes. tuesday i remember.talking to gloria on the phone makes me realise how much i miss the seniors. ha.bahhh where's the usual people and jokers like kok wey, annie,gloria,weechong etc.

wee chong's theory of slow moving people or something like that?: the more the people, the longer it takes for you to travel from destination A to B.

that's not the exact words, but you get the meaning.


kokwey is at camp now. haha night duty eh~


being alive is one amazing thing. you can have all the thoughts you want while being alive and you don't really follow your brain/heart(whichever you think is the right one), it's kinda -_- , like.." i want this this this and that BUT. aiya.. i lazy leh. ok nvm, i shall want those those .. den goes but .... den keep on repeating....etc.)heh. human beings can never satisfy themselves huh. never contented, always want more..eh don't deny!

ok i dunno what i wanted to say. the brain's not making much sense anymore.

saw some awesome videos .let me find them now...


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here's one. which ms kwok managed to show us in lit. all hail ms kwok! cuz she says technology don go well with her. but it worked XD


ok here's the next one. christian linberg, almost stunt he did with his tbone. smoke from there. no, smoking is not nice but it's still cool


next is oystein baadsvik, awesome tubist, probably the best tubist ever around now.just look at the fingers!and tubists! go OMG!!GOD!oops, nooffennce to christians,catholics,buddhist,muslim and others!


and we go back to linberg again. i love this video of his. i watched both his and baadsvik's csarda for like so many times liao still love them but his is reaally awesomely funny :)



before i end off this post. let's see this wonder lady by the name alison balsom

this is her playing something by gershwin


it's nice to see a classical artist playing something not of the classical genre. ok some may say gershwin is like CLASSICAL. but NO! i classify him somewheere else , u don't call rhapsody in blue classical right?XD cool to see some female artists =), so that's 2 that i know of besides sharon bezaly.ok rather the wellknown ones . heh.

Monday, January 21, 2008

just to update some stuff which i didn't so during the weekends.

saturday had flute lesson with lao shi. den haha kejian came to watch .. zzz abit stress ar initially but then it gets alright as time pass by~
here's a photo of mr pro flute~ he's taking lesson from lao shi after me every week from now on i suppose lol. hahaha




the teacher and student.


lol.interesting. had 2 hours of lesson. fun. hahaha




sunday, swo was great.sight read force of destiny by verdi , rosamande overture by schubert. and a whole lot others i think.

i like rosamande. it's happy. and more exciting. can double tongue heh heh.must be some nice nice story line behind the scene. lol.

right.








this was history tutorial for 0732, today. man.. miss the class. now no class.. zzz.




if you are thinking that this is the light on the ceiling, guess again..

it's actually the moon =D





there you go~ the moon.

round moon. means werewolves are coming . lol.

shall flute in a while .lol

Sunday, January 20, 2008






i really hate maths now =(


side track..

funny jokes





After numerous rounds of "We don't even know if Osama is still alive," Osama himself decided to send George W. Bush a letter in his own handwriting to let the President know he was still in the game.

Bush opened the letter and it appeared to contain a single line of coded message:

370HSSV-0773H

Bush was baffled, so he e-mailed it to Condi Rice. Condi and her aides had no clue either, so they sent it to the FBI.

No one could solve it at the FBI so it went to the CIA, then to the NSA.

With no clue as to its meaning they eventually asked Britain's MI-6 for help. Within a minute MI-6 called the White House with this reply, "Tell the President he's holding the message upside down."






next one


Why am I tired


The population of this country is about 237 million.

104 million are retired.

That leaves 133 million to do the work.

There are 85 million in school, which leaves 48 million to do the work.

Of this there are 29 million employed by the federal government, leaving 19 million to do the work.

2.8 million are in the Armed Forces, which leaves 16.2 million work.

Take from the total the 14,800,000 people who work for State and City Governments and that leaves 1.4 million to do the work.

At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals, leaving 1,212,000 to do the work.

Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons.

That leaves just two people to do the work.

You and me.

And you're sitting at your computer reading jokes...




this one is really wtf =X HAHA

"CAB DRIVERS"

A woman and her son were taking a cab in New York City. It was raining and all the hookers were standing under the awnings.

"Mommy," said the little boy, "what are all those ladies doing?"

"They're waiting for their husbands to get off of work," she replied.

The cabbie turns around and says, "Geez lady, why don't you tell him the truth? Their hookers. They have sex with men for money."

The little boy's eyes get wide and he says, "Is that true, mommy?" His mother, glaring at the cabbie, answers in the affirmative.

After a few minutes, the kid asks, "Mommy what happens to the babies those ladies have?"

"They mostly become cab drivers," she replied.

JUST JOKES PEOPLE! NO HARD FEELINGS!




"COLD WAR"

A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper "Please wake me at 5:00 AM." He left it where he knew she would find it.

The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed.

The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up."






this is really evil

"YOU ARE NEXT"

Everytime little Jonathon went to a wedding, his grandma would say, "You're next" with a little smirk on her face. Jonathon hated it when his grandma said that so when they went to a funeral, he told his grandma "You're next" with the same smirk.




"First Day"

A man in a taxi taps the driver on the shoulder to ask him a question. The driver screams bloody murder, loses control of the cab, and swerves onto the sidewalk before stopping just inches from a lamppost.

After checking to make sure the passenger is OK, the driver says, “I’m sorry, but you scared the daylights out of me.”

“Sorry. I didn’t realize a simple tap on the shoulder would freak you out so much,” the passenger says.

“It’s not your fault,” replies the cabbie. “Today is my first day on the job after 25 years of driving a hearse.”

definition of a hearse = A vehicle for carrying a coffin to a church or a cemetery; formerly drawn by horses but now usually a motor vehicle



WW III

Bush and Powell were sitting in a bar. A guy walked in and asked the barman, "Isn't that Bush and Powell?"

The barman said, "Yep, that's them."

So the guy walked over and said, "Hello. What are you guys doing?"

Bush said, "We're planning World War III."

The guy asked, "Really? What's going to happen?"

Bush said, "Well, we're going to kill 10 million Afghans and one bicycle repairman."

The guy exclaimed, "Why are you gonna kill a bicycle repairman?!"

Bush turned to Powell and said, "See, I told you no one would worry about the 10 million Afghans!"



ok last joke of the night. contributed by Zen

Jack Neo and Will Smith cooperate to film 'I am Stupid'.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

whoa. it's already saturday and i have been back home for like less than 2 hours. lol.tired like hell. eyes closing.

feel like i'm gonna fall sick soon, throat feels weird, keep on having phlegms.

everytime when there's the mention of that particular topic, i would feel .. resentment. don't ask me why i don't know, even if you demand an answer from me, i would say i don't know why too.

Mr Tan came to band. before that i was working on peter and the wolf . bla. 'coolness'.
he brought along poet and peasant overture . i like that piece. but playing that kind of running notes on a piccolo? not my kind. flute would be preferred but.. oh wells, unless ellijah don't mind playing...

an excellent piece to showcase your strings and woodwinds if you are in an orchestra,brilliant piece to showoff your woodwinds section if you are playing in a band.

The piece says that it's grade 4. well i would say the technical aspects is grade 4.the expression is within the music thus easier to express, whereas pieces like hanukkah is grade 5 not because of difficult passages, but harder expressions, the notes are much easier as compared to the ones in poet. but oh well..

Some things ought not be mentioned , neither should they be brought up in band. the unspeakables.


Poulenc's and Faure's works are excellent pieces to work on. ah, french composers. paris conservetoire eh. haha.


excellent job done by the orchestra and chorus, especially the timpanist.



that conductor looks familiar. seen him conducting other orchestras on youtube before. lol


maths test sucked, before the test went through questions . then we do the quiz, not test, and not surprising. i couldn't answer them. this is soo god damn it[sorry christians, catholics, taoists(??),buddhists(?!) and others ]. it's really sucky when you see juniors able to do and you are like' what in the world is going on, i don't know.'

lol, i'm trying.



ps. Zen, sorry dude. was abit lazy to go to your personal msg to copy and paste, then forgot.lol.

Friday, January 18, 2008

lol. haven blog for days. this is the 2nd week of school which has lessons going on,1st week which had tutorials. and guess what. i'm already struggling. LmAO.

cool.lol

and you can say i ain't studying or whatever, it's up to you to believe.i am sick of saying these kind of stuffs le. the replies i get are often always so irritating.

no idea why i'm so offensive when it comes to this.

i realise during school hours. the best times i have now, or rather the times i truly enjoy are PE and and some of the breaks.lol...history used to be fun, even last year. but not now.. no..

gosh.


on a lighter note.

my flute tutor previously said she will mail me my flute competition score, and she REALLY DID and put it in an A4 size envelope! then she wrote my name and address all so BIG.coool~ haha. only thing is that...my name's spelled wrongly,clemen. where's my 'T' ?? T_T

speaking of names. i have a new nickname in school, but actually it's an old one. from mr low and JIE XIN! GRRR.. clemon ar clemon, im not a pokemon or digimon. lol.

falling asleep in lecture sucks, u missed out important informations though you have learnt it a year ago. but. thats 365 days ago!.ahhh starting to not make sense in what i'm typing again.


maths test in a while. i'm a goner. still don't know partial fraction, go ahead. laugh your head off, mr stupid clement can't do maths for nuts, and econs too.

sheesh. the sooner the audition, the better. then i can eased myself more.now is nearing hell already, though not as bad as ZEN. chill eh dude.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

hello people. short post.

wake up at 12
eat
bathe


go causeway point with mum. wait for phone for hours.
crap alot with her. damn funny.

get phone.
send me to flute lesson

had lesson with lao shi. train on tone, breathing technique etc.

home
stroll
FLUTE NOW! because . i got inspired our dear pro friend here:

i feel like beating him sometimes if you know what i mean. haha. he plays it so beautifully. but he complains. but that's good =). improvements.OK! IM INSPIRED TO PLAY LIKE THIS! KEJIAN I WILL SEND YOU MINE SOON! =X *if u ever gonna read this post u noe~ hahaha*

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Actually i wanted to start off with blog with ' i reached the concert hall more than half an hour before the concert starts but i was yet.'

Nice oxymoron huh.l lol . but no. i shan't, it shall go like this:

I remember when i woke up , i was feeling abit WTH?! because i remembered this very weird dream of mine. and it's really weird. i think it didn't even involve me at all.

Well..i'm just gonna name the people, don't know who they are? ask me.

i dreamed that Mr Ng was giving Vincent(trumpet) some audition on trumpet(of course), and Vincent seem rather confused and stress, and deep in my mind i was thinking. WHY ?!? i thought he is in the band liao, why have audition or something like that??

ok... that's a very short part, but that's what i could remember as far as i know, until my mum woke me up for school.

yes speaking about school.. the best sleep i had so far was between 10th to 11th january because i slept a total of 10 hours ^_^ though it's split into 5 , 5. but still! good sleep!

School was -.-. i only have Econs to attend today(or rather, yesterday). and i have to wake at 6, when the lesson starts at er.. 11.30 or 11 ? lol.Seen next week's time table. nutty. Monday end at 5.30pm. LOL!

Reached home at about 3 + 4 +? oh. cool right at this point i remember this thing i wanna mention a few days ago, same thing, when i was going home, crossing the road from causeway point to the other side of the road, i was listening to barnes third symphony, when the whole thing end. i HEARD a motorcycle's sound, and my mind was ' FREAK, i'm dead meat' because i jay walk and i thought i'm gonna get bang down,heart pumping like mad, only to realise it's a one way path and the motorcycle is like way in front of me(in another words,i'm as safe as a goat eating grass[yes, bad analogy]).

ok continue, i reached home bla blabal . left house. try to get back phone, to no avail. went to esplanade. thought of looking for flute scores, gave up half way. and then get food ate finish saw mr tan pass me ticket ...

and the rest is/are history.(ask me to find out more)


The concert was welll.... excellent i will say .for such a big band which is really rather unusual for japan bands as they go for small bands , neat, clean playing. well, tell me if i'm wrong, it's really good to see a huge japan band and yet attaining the same effect =). fabulous.

But like everyone say. japan = very robot-like. so thus, you know what i mean ~ shan't say much. very good playing and everything. just one thing i don't like. too much gimmicks. i couldn't really take it T_T. i mean, yes. gimmicks keep the audience high and everything, but then. besides the GENERAL PUBLIC, hi hi~ there's the serious concert-goers who wanna listen to real music~ yooooooo. the only more serious ones were festive overture and the first song which i missed or i didn't really miss.the rest were all gimmicks and everything. ahhh..

ok fine. so they are good.bla ~good piccolo , bad piccolo :) , simple . good tone,good technique. balance off.clarissa was sitting beside me and she could predict what i was thinking -.-"

It's really cool to see the Japanese Band's teachers-in-charge being the emcees for the night and speak really good english . speaking of japanese, reminds me of our trip.

Mr Kwek was mentioning it to the JC1s about the trip and subsidise. and i was so excited cuz of the subsidise but in the end. dung, i cant apply for the damn thing, meaning to say high chance not going japan since im leaving the school soon, maybe i can try saving up huh. let's see. if fly on 30th may, now is 12th january,there's 19 weeks to go. if i don't spend my pocket money AT ALL for 19 weeks, i might just save up enough to go for the trip. =( i think it's quite hard. ah well...

still hoping if i can go. looking at the band makes me feel that. going japan is really a must.i don't think other than this opportunity i will be going to japan for band stuffs any time soon. maybe the next time i get to go is i TEACHING not i LEARNING . lol, sounds like an arrogant asshole huh =X. but you know!!!! just predicting the future.. ahh welll..it's 2.30am. gu nai(good night, improper pronounciation of clement lim (: )

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Yesterday, my maid left. as in the previous one left. the night before something terrible happened.

To prevent you guys from keep on pestering me what happened.. gonna say it out.


WARNING. highlight to see the 'passage'

She was preparing dinner. then all in an excitement cut her finger,VERY deep cut it was.blood gush out. and while im typing now. i m like closing my eyes and as if im feeling the pain, ya ya, very funny, whatever.went to clinic said she had to be sent to A&E in any hospital for to stitch up.
she say she think she saw her nerve/ bone from the cut.


at the hospital.after check up . confirm, nerve snapped.1 side of the finger numb. need operation to patch up the snapped area. she refused cuz the next day will be flying back home, don't want to stay in singapore anymore.had 8 stitches in the end.doc told her to hve operation ASAP when she got back.she was crying before she sleep cuz the anesthetics is losing its effect and she's really starting to feel the damn pain.






ok so. that huge chunk of blanks is the thing written. do not read it if you are going to feel uncomfortable.

So CCA Bazaar. it's OKAY i suppose, after that had ensemble performance. abit nonsensical huh. haha. but then its not bad i suppose. but going everywhere to play is really tiring.had the fun of joining to play melodies where flute don't really have. so it's cool .heh.

CO and Band should really combine sometimes and play some pieces. they play carmen too~ but good thing they didn't perform just now ._. . their's is in G major, ours B flat. not sure if their's is the original key~ but.. had fun playing in G major with their dizi SL(i think!) hehehe! LOL.

i finally put up music on my blog again. and cool, this time i can put all i want. lol. FLUTE music are nice. so are orchestral , band de. and okay, other songs too =X. look. SONGS. not music. =D
You Are 44% Shy

Although you live a pretty normal life, you tend to be a fairly shy person.
Many situations make you feel uncomfortable, and you sometimes find your shyness hindering your life.


You Are Not a Cheapskate

When it comes to money, you're very fair.
You're generous when you can be, and you never cheat anyone out of what they deserve.
If you have the money, you enjoy splurging. But you never overspend.


Monday, January 07, 2008

Today marks the first day of lesson for all J1s in NYJC or most JCs as well i presume.

Basically it's a day which you just go in to lecture and go 'hehe haha' over the lectures and 'waste' your time because there's only one REAL lecture that went on throughout the whole day, Maths.

Woke up in the morning exhausted due to insufficient sleep , i TRIED to feel happy and be glad , grateful that today's gonna be a good day though it has yet to happened. but seems like it didn't really work out.

disappointing.and dung. i have been posting a lot of negative posts recently which really makes me think if i really did change.because,always feeling down just...i don't like it, but i can't help it. people can try to help, yes true. but the person that can truely help me is. myself. i'm trying, but it's not exactly working..

Don't like this one bit at all.

Almost everybody is given a choice to choose their own path for their very own life. Occasionally you will be some super freaky pro people making the not so wise decision(or so , depend on how you interpret what is wise/ unwise), it makes you just feel like going' WHAT THE?!?!?! HE/SHE COULD HAVE GO TO/DONE THIS THIS THAT THAT. BUT!!!!!!!! HE/SHE CHOSE SOMETHING ELSE!?!?!?!' It makes you feel rather inferior when they have some goals in common with you..

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Being hyper,is that the key factor for my success?beats me. ain't a hyper person if you guys actually realise.



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what am i whining again. not as if i'm suffering from poverty or anything..shucks.


so people do get more and more >=( or =( as they grow older huh.dung.

Saturday, January 05, 2008

I feel that i have changed.

but the problem is, i don't know if it's for the better or for the worst.

Someone once said that when you ponder/focus over a particular stuff. the problem of it will just seem like it's getting bigger , the more you concentrate on it, the worse it gets..he use this example,when you have a stomachache and keep on thinking about it, it will just feel worse.

He said that there was once his friend told him that and he say ' you want me to help you get rid of that feeling?' and the friend was like' ya ya. of course, what you going to do?' and he replied ' slap you on the face, then you won't be focusing on the pain on your stomach and you will be focusing on the pain on your face.'

Indeed. indecisive is one sucky factor that keeps you from doing a lot of things well, and it's worst when you know that this is one 'action' that you have ever since you were young and it's like part of you now.It's very hard to try and conquer/overcome it.But nonetheless,i'm trying...i have succeeded in certain small aspect.let's hope i will be able to succeed in other areas as well, and hopefully conquer this damn 'illness'.

Sometimes i realize there are really stuffs that i could have done earlier but i didn't then leave it till last minute(again, another damn thing which i possess) to do it, the initial effect could have been rather significant but because of procrastination,not so. sigh.

I pondered over what Mr Lawrence had said during the talk. He say we should feel grateful for every small good little things that happened in our everyday life, we should also acknowledge ourselves for the things we do , and mind you. the good things too. with this practice, we are making our lives more enjoyable.I have to try it to see the effect of it, it seems rather hard...everytime i tried to try, something stops me from trying.dung.


anyway. fikri showed me these 2 videos. both are quite familiar, especially the first one if you have been to SSW's recent concert.



wrong style , correct me if i'm wrong(which i doubt so). but nonetheless, brilliant playing




Taiwan's primary school. nice.


today marks the end of the 1st week of schooling and i have successfully completed the motivational talk thing.lol

3 days in school you do nothing but attend the talk which lasted for 12 hours while other year 1s are having fun and everything.it's less tiring (but it still is.imagine sit for 4 hours with only 1 break) but it's quite a well done job by our former teacher,mr lawrence.

so that's my 3 days of schooling. plus band.

Had a chat with the councellor of our school and seems like. i'm not doing anything wrong. so i will just stick on to it, meanwhile see if i can strive here.

and i have learn something else. not from school.

To bring out the best of others, you need to make sure you are yourself before you are able to do so. It's very much the same for music. I'll try my best not to disappoint people, but if i really need to, I'm really sorry,there's this chinese saying(is it correct to use it here?i mean the "chinese saying"lol) :公事公辦.

So meaning to say, i mean business when I'm up there. When i do funny stuffs, laugh please, but if it's important,laugh but take it in.right, wonder how many actually will read this . but yeah.take note please.

when's it's not serious stuff.fun = no problem.

so resolution no. 1 (i guess): Be Firm, be myself.

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

when you feel lik you are dead. try talking to your former classmates in secondary school and try to chat something light hearted, and your bad day just..well seems less bad.lol

<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (10:58 PM):hey
<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (10:58 PM):are you in nafa yet?

<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (10:58 PM):drop out of jc already or not?

(8)Flut3z(8)so seriously. does beliefs help? says (11:03 PM):not yet la
(8)Flut3z(8)so seriously. does beliefs help? says (11:03 PM):lol
<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (11:04 PM):haha
<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (11:04 PM):ok
<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (11:04 PM):jiayou
<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (11:04 PM):follow your dreams!

<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (11:04 PM):haha
(8)Flut3z(8)so seriously. does beliefs help? says (11:04 PM):yeah
(8)Flut3z(8)so seriously. does beliefs help? says (11:04 PM):like u
(8)Flut3z(8)so seriously. does beliefs help? says (11:04 PM):next time i find nice flute music
(8)Flut3z(8)so seriously. does beliefs help? says (11:04 PM):u be cherographer ar
(8)Flut3z(8)so seriously. does beliefs help? says (11:04 PM):dunno how to spell
<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (11:04 PM):collaboration arh?

(8)Flut3z(8)so seriously. does beliefs help? says (11:04 PM):den we perform, den u will be the one dancing as well

(8)Flut3z(8)so seriously. does beliefs help? says (11:04 PM):haha yeah
<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (11:05 PM):great idea
<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (11:05 PM):yea
<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (11:05 PM):someday maybe
<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (11:05 PM):if both of us choose this as our career

<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (11:05 PM):set arh
<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (11:05 PM):we split our money 30:70

<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (11:05 PM):you talk 30%
<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (11:05 PM):*take
<=-Shit Happens...-=>----[( A crystal forming in the eye... )] says (11:05 PM):i take 70
(8)Flut3z(8)so seriously. does beliefs help? says (11:06 PM):u eat da bian haha


it's good to have friends and cousin who talks to you about it. thanks peeps


First thing that came into my head when i woke up was ' ok ok, i'm awake now, there's school today'.

it wasn't a really fabulous morning because of the fact that you try to play at about 1.45am, you end up sleeping around 3 plus because you can't get to the sleep because there's school the next day and you are feeling restless,jumpy,nervous and all those kind of weird stuffs.

sounds amazing huh. i'm so sure people will be like. YOU WILL MEH?! WTF, stop kidding me, you going nafa lor, what the heck you care about.

well. im sorry to say this. but then again, i'm still here. i'm NOT THERE YET.

try being in somebody's shoe before you shoot the fellow down. he might be stealing food because he got like 20 over family members to feed, one shot down, all starve and die. ok that is another bad analogy i'm very sure. but you get what i mean. if you don't, ....

i'm scared.about this year.supposedly i might do better. but no. it's i MUST do better.what if i don't meet that criteria. that really sucks you know...

shessh.why am i bothering to type all this out.how many actually care when they already have the other concept.

Today's AVA 'lecture' was about those self motivation stuff.some people should really attend that stuff,it's really good , i feel.what matter most is how you are feeling..

agreed on this point. failure is not equals to YOU ARE A FAILURE. e.g you have been through failure throughout your whole life.well. then someone said. its the place that you go to everyday for 10 years to learn that screwed you.why? because you are taught that failure, U, S, F equals to you are lousy.so back to the example. when you are a baby. do people say AH HA! YOU STUPID BABY! YOU STAND FOR A WHILE DEN NOW YOU FALL.FAIL! F! LOSER.

IF THAT ever happens. gosh. you are near apocalypse.

it's always when you hear negative comments about people saying you (which you aren't actually/or not really), you start to BELIEVE IN THEM. and from 'you are stupid' becomes ' i AM stupid' what nonsense is this. it's all influence.

that's what i learn.
subconsciousness competence, conscious competence, subcon. incompetence and con. incom.
at least for the day.


so you try really hard to believe that it's going to turn out to be a fine day(but did it came true? no). lesson ended early and you come for your cca. ok, then you realise everyone looked zombie-fied.you tried to do whatever you can. what you can? haha.for me to know, for you to find out.

seriously speaking, it makes me feel like i suck, i'm a failure.unable to complete the 'objective'.or meet the target. no one said that to me, but why i say this? cause this is what i feel through experience. subconsciousness.LOL!


it's the first day of school and comes this kind of issue. very cool.

people most probably will go wth clement you can eat shit and die and whatever. and asking what the heck are you trying to prove?

i don't know. i need to rant at least.


okok. i noe i should be sleeping but then hahahaha. this is funny

i was trying to help emelyne do her MEP homework.lol

those listen to extract then comment de.


den came across this piece of brassy work which we tried to guess which composer is it

but sadly we don't know. so no answer. not stravinsky nor wagner or bartok or mussorgsky and whoever else u can thinik of. cuz we don't know!

and she goes.
emelyne says (12:53 AM):AH PUT WHO PUT WHO
emelyne says (12:53 AM):i put 'Clement Lim' lah
emelyne says (12:53 AM):(:
(8)Flut3z(8)uncertainty says (12:54 AM):-_-
(8)Flut3z(8)uncertainty says (12:54 AM):and ur teacher willl be like
(8)Flut3z(8)uncertainty says (12:54 AM):wth is clement lim
(8)Flut3z(8)uncertainty says (12:54 AM):and u go
(8)Flut3z(8)uncertainty says (12:54 AM):oh he's a chinese born russian
(8)Flut3z(8)uncertainty says (12:54 AM):who studied under stravinsky

TA DAH! ok. that's total rubbish. im dead. 4 hours to sleep. GOOD BYE!

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

lol. i blog only minutes ago.happy new year all of you people out there.

i decide to hold a performance. within my own room to my stuffs thats in my room -.-"

and this is the repertoire.

Marche Slave
1812 Overture
Samurai
Rebroll
Mozart Flute Concerto in D 1 st mvt
Mozart Flute COncerto in G 1st mvt
Faure's Fantasie
Chaminade's Concertino
Hungarian Fantasia Pastoral.

ok the end. i must be nuts. but i love these pieces.
good bye. im going to play them now!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

LIM CHEN HUNG CLEMENT

11th September 1990
Flute,Piccolo,Piano
Riverside Concert Band
Sembawang Symphonic Winds
Sembawang Wind Orchestra
Nanyang Junior College Symphonic Band
NAFA Diploma in Music Performance
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