This morning there was prelim for english..for paper 1..wel..haix..dun mention it...i tihnk its rather scary..the paper's quite hard i felt,the format i gguessed correctly..was report one,..BUT I DIDNT WRITE THE DATE!!!!!SHIT MAN!well.,the content's abit crappy.hope i will pass though...the composition.well..the way i wrote i tihnk .will get me killed...its sort of lik a fact de ,,.dunno la..then became too narrativce like..if pass den gd =).been a long time since i pass compo -.-...
paper 2..the passage's REaL HARD I FEEL!so were the questions..some questions..i was lik practically staring at them and the passage..wondering HOW THE FISH M I SUPPOSE TO ANSWER THEM!?!?!?!??!Right,,,then the summary,,erm..was ok i suppose...
anyway,,move on to piano exam..rush off immediately after prelims.security guard dun let me go,had to get letter from miss haslinda to be allowed to be released 'earlier'.-.-..den practical was shit i think..the minor appergios..i think instead of playing 1st inversion,i played root position.omgomgomgomgomgomogmogmogmomgomgomogmogmogmomgomgogmogmogm.IM DEAD MEaT!.sight read..i played too fast...dynamic range weren't really there..sight reading's bad...clapping rhythm oso...identifyin cadence oso die.answer questions after playing a piece oso!!!SHEESH!!!IM DEAD MEAAT!!!!!wished my examiner a gd day,he same to me.but i think i had a bad day..
by right,todae suppose to take photo with marcus they all for the teachers' day presents..but i couldnt make it..told them i would make it at 3..den mum say cannot.say delay to 330.den i said it,in the end,they couldnt wait den took without me..was pissed with myself,my mum.though i noe its my fault for not informing her b4 hand.den she told me that we rush off immediately after my sis come out.but i dun wan..i guess..thats gotta do with my attitude huh,.shit man.mad freak im.mood swing too easily.
after that..had my mum sent me to causeway poiint anyway.went around looking at creative zen..den went timezone.,was told that i had to pay extra $$$ for the presents cuz they bought more presents..-.-..say i had to pay xiao fang.called her hp,aint on,den remmeber she dun bring hp to sch,so called yi hui.-.-..they left cwp liao...and i was left alonE!!!-_-"*as if anyone cares*..so after timezoning a while at house of dead 4.went library do some work.finsih one set of E maths paper 1..den went back to time zone to meet yong sheng.and right now..just after dinner..i spilled my milk almost on the keyboard while chating on msn on the com..gd thing i using laptop to blog,no on the com.if not i will freak out.sheesh..really aint my day todae..sucks.
Monday, August 28, 2006
waha.on sat.after a maths lesson,.the few of us.me,marcus,cherhow,huang jun,nava,weisong,alvin,zuyou n yin zhi went to play lan.well..it aint really enjoyable.sort of sucks.no offence.right...and i have to pay when i hardfly played any.damnit.
after that went to library with marcus n cher how.Yi Hui,Siew Geiok and Dina were there already.and then..well..it wasn't long before they started to chit chat n bla bla bla..Marcus left after some times.then we weent to the roof top of the place.cant say the place.later police catch me..haha..then yeah..den settle down chatting and bla bla again.meanwhile i was doing my hw cuz i was told that dad was gonna bring us out on sunday for some dinner thingy..in the end.didn't went...but ....nvm.at least my homeworks were done...
sunday.
Went to SGH to went my grandma.man..though at times i hate her.it really saddens me when i saw her so thin and in hospital.i mean..its lik..i feel pity for her and well..yeah..basically hen ke lian.so old le then now in hospital doing check up...haix...this is soooo not nice.God's being unfair.thats wad i felt.those who disagree..dun bother replying,i noe wad ur would say.but..that again..is just my opinion...
After visiting her,since there's time,my mum brought us to swim.and DAMN!weak i was..just swimming for like one lap?! i was lik tired already..sheesh..weakling i am..i think i will die if i were to send to NS now..worse of all..my mum forgot to bring her goggles.so i had to let her use mine.and let my eyes suffer..ouch.but nvm..better get used to it.haha
followup...YI HUI BULLY ME IN MSN ON SUNDAY!=(.sheesh.if she's to see this entry.i tihnk she will hammer me =X but i dun care -.-.my blog~at night.i showed her the conv. of mine n mei hwa's.den tell her something..she say i still baby arh?! ..wah..then i was lik -.-..ok nvm...bla bla bla..and whoosh..
so now..is monday...me ,yong sheng,marcus,millison went shopping with alex cuz he wanna buy present for his beloved...hahaha..den came along dadadajie and yihui and xiao fang.oh yeah.after went with them awhile.i went off and here im..blogging.cuz tml GOT ENGLISH PRELIM!havent study format for those letter writings..den OSO TML IS MY GRADE 7 EXAM LE!PRACTICAL!!!AND I THINK I WILL DIE !!!SHIT HSI HTIS THISHTISHTISHTISHTISTHISTHSI!bye.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
haix...prelims around the corner..i mean its just ONE DAY AWAY!but thankfully tommorrow's only physics practical.i aint sure if there's anything that needs to be studied because just now Yan De was asking how come i didn't went home to study while i was hanging out with Yong Sheng at cwp.
Was feeling depressed.over some issues..some people might know.yeah..don't mention it here eh..it will cause more disturbance only.and would irritate me further more. Today got back some Chemistry practical papers..well..the result aint very good for me..but at least..at least..its a pass..heard miss fu announcing some people with quite gd results..vanessa they all.gosh..im useless.didn't heard if she commented anything about mine.
Next tuesday..English papers..not only that..grade 7 piano practical too..haix...so many things...immediately after exam need to rush home,change up then move off to take exam.First thing first..need to get that thing off my mind first.ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!it just very hard to..Yes..i admit..i resign to fate but ..I CAN'T DO IT!It officially well..ended at 20 08 06 08:03:32pm.Oh..well...i was told to......but i don't think that will stop me from doing something else...
haix..that's all for now i guess huh.,.ha.
Friday, August 18, 2006
todae chemistry practical sucks.i have no idea if i did correctly,get some odd stuffs..man,.i think i m gonna die soon..not much of hope getting into NYJC already huh.SHITS!damnit.
todae's pretty boring,,nothing much happened except for sectionals..the sectionals ar -.-.oh gosh..lolx..hope zakaria is able to improvise well for his drum set =) IF NOT THE BAND SOUNDED SOOOOO REALLY DEAD! PEOPLE WILL FALL ASLEEP...
oh yeah,,todae during recess..as usual,brought rice to school.didnt wanan share with yin zhi n alvin cuz a bit too little mah den quite hungry..Alvin was fooling around then accidentally make me drop some rice and i got so pissed.man..im getting pissed rather easily nowadays..then we didn't talk to each other after that..hope he ain't upset with me anymore...
-.-..went to bathroom just now..my face's so black..gosh..is that the effect of not sleeping enuff??!?!?!!? i looked so dead...as if suffering from some disease..speaking of that..my aunt from taiwan came to visit us,.,den these few days her left arm was rather swollen because of her breast cancer i tihnk =(..haix..hope she will be better after some time..
Thursday, August 17, 2006
hmm..there is definitely something wrong with me i know it!today when miss fu came into the class room,jun yang say hi to her and she just tell him to on visualisor.immediately i sense something is wrong den jun yang was blabbering saying she is ok wad,dun look fierece..but wronhg he was..SHE WAS PISSED!why/.because the class had done badly for the practical..answers weren't written in properly statemenst/ways.damn n i scored so badly..haix...
during music lesson..stupid sheng hong.keep on criticising me and mocking at me.then lydia,wei si and yee jie occasioinally join in also..and here comes the odd stupid thing..as in the previous post i mentioned..i said that tell me if you feel that i sucks or something.but when sheng hong said..i know his kidding(i tihnk he is) but yet i feel upset and unhappy about it..what the hell is this nonsense?i mood swing or i am mad? sheesh..
man,,this ain't right..something is just wrong..i sucks at a maths ...sheesh..how i wonder....let's just hope that i can secure my 20 points and get into nanyang jc successfully..oh yeahh..i forgot to mention.,..i applied dsa to 5 schools..vjc,ajc,nyjc,sajc and cjc..of the 5..2 rejected me..vjc and ajc...then sajc n cjc didn;t reply to me..only nyjc accepted me..
well i suppse that's sort of good too huh..only one school to pick,no stress..hahax..haizx.....
now is already 1.07am thursday,17.8.06.and here im.not sleeping.didnt really finish history but really have no idea how to do it.but i doubt i will blog again soon enough.so just write down first.
first of all..my chinese result for O lvl's out.i obtain an A2 and distinction for oral.well that's ok i suppose.was hoping to get A1..most of the ppl in the school got A1 .damn..its lik im left out.though not trying to humiliate those who obtain B3 and below.no offence.but thats the feeling that im feeling now.being left out. at first i was wonderng if i should retake.but having no confidnce i will be able to concentrate well.i didnt..
next..my oral for english 2 days ago.i tink i just screwed it up.could hav F***ed myself upside down and obtain a even better result.i was shivering and break down into nervousness(forgot wad phrase,hope u guys understand wad i meant)was laughin and apologising to the examiners and they were nice.telling me to take my time..man..im was soo scared..for conversation i quote damn wrong e.g..i said usa n pakistan at war.BUT WHEN IN THE WORLD DID IT HAPPEN?!?!ITS NOT RECENT EVEN IF IT DID.im so damn dead.i think im gonna flunk already
today.i mean yesterady.i was practically @_@ when i was being called by ms chen to answer her question through the help of her 'magic sticks'.and then people(i tink is kenneth they all) starting shouting xiao fang xiao fang.and i was feeling rather -.-"im gonnakill u guys.den suddenly heard them say her face red.den mei hwa oso red.and that make me even more -_-" what in the world is going on...sheesh..something interesting past by during break time,when i was back fom reflling my bottles.i saw jin hang sitting next to yi hui.den i was lik 'Wheee wheeet.'den say to him 'wad about xiao fang.lik yihui den xiao fang how ?' den yi hui was lik giving me a * wanna - die ar* de face.=X.
then after school.during amaths focus studies.so damn bloody dpressed.the paper was so hard to me.and i was literally cant do almost a single question.and that shows wad a dimwit i am.people,no nid to be so nice.if i SUCKS/thikn im stupid or anything .JUST SAY.yes it might hurt me BUT AT LEAST I NOE IM RIGHT!DAMNIT!.loll..sheesh.im going crazy..
in conclusiobn.i sucks.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
man..todae just aint my day,at least that's how i felt.RATHER lately it's been bad luck or it could be just me,last thursday,music O's practical sucks,pathetique not beethoven like,presto was horrrible.then todae enligsh ,after marking e paper.e result was just horrible.sucks.physics,wasnt very sure wad was going on..
even my mentos went against me.wanted to take out from pocket and pass behind,all dropped..waste 1/4 of e mentos,had to take a new packet.shits man.!during award taking rehearsal,so damn fucked up,and damned demoralised.sheng hong got top for bio,phy and music.yee jie for music and dunno what.jian lin A,E maths n chem.then ain oso got something.shit..now i owe marcus mentos -.-cuz of my nick on msn."WHO CAN TELL ME WHAT AM I GOOD IN?!?!?!answer correct de got prize!(lolx)demoralised".and he guessed one of the answers,so sheesh..gotta give him -.-.
as i was saying,the awards..then yee jie n sheng hong keep on suaning me .felt so sucky.and feel wad they say was true.im useless,lousy,better off dying,well thats wad i feel..lolx.then physics focus study..was totally like in dream land when i enter bio lab.its just.*feel lik a dream,but sad dream it is*..dunno how to explain..just felt dreamy,but aint a gd experience..well,thats all for now i guess..
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