before i get on to the issue with regards to my title.there's something i really must comment.THERE are people in the AIRPORT who are so inconsiderate.and most of them seem like they are so insensitive!
there you have people trying to take photos,and you can see people WALKING ACROSS the CAMERA MAN,RIGHT INFRONT.of people who think they fast enough to ZOOM past YET FAILED! COME ON! GROW UP YOU PEOPLE,DISGRACING YOURSELVES ONLY.
that's besides the point.and as i was saying.after seeing doctor on friday.it seems my health condition worsened only.deteriorate is the word to use here.i just recently learnt how to use that word.new word into my dictionary.chahaha
from colourless phlegm to yellowish one.that's a bad sign.consultation fee from $26 to $32 is ANOTHER bad sign.from 3 or 4 kinds of medicine to 5 or 6 ! with ANTIBIOTICS.worse still,i was issued medicine for asthma,after taking the medicine.i feel that i could suffer from asthma attack any moment.though i have no history of it!!!!
worn jacket whole day ,be it air con,no aircon.was sicked like a i-dunno-what. was commented of looking like a dumpling,crazy yaddle yaddle etc, etc.coughed all day long.till now stilll coughing.
piano exam is tommorow!stricctly speaking.if you consider now tuesday.im so dead.scales,piece and aural.only sight reading is slightly ok...im dead..ahhhh......my bach,mozart and chopin......Zzzz
Saturday, August 25, 2007
dung...im sick !=( sian lor.its like everytime will sick de. like 病猫 like that.so sian la..had a fever up to the temperature of 38.2 degree ,not very high.but still can cause quite an impact on me..
felt dizzy and tired.it's been a very boring today today.wake up.watdh tv awhile then fell asleep again..how cool -.-sleepy day it is...
yesterday didnt went school.took mc.did maths. i finally did some maths huh..sheesh.
wednesday night.something happened.and we were shocked.the impact was shakening i would say,i know its not really appropriate to use the word there.but i dunno how else to describe it. went to the track to have a 'walk' and think through my mind.its so pressurising.to think of so many things and so many things going on,also,我又不是读书的料. its so...not easy to handle my thoughts.
im glad i have friends who are there to be with me when i need them.be it mentally or physically.appreciate it alot.thanks.
went home and just couldn't take it.man.i broke down.hahaha..sounds weird for a boy to say that.but who cares..it's not my first time to cry. don't tell me you never cry in your entire life.anyway.it's always good to let your emotions out once in a while.but i just still feel it seems sissy-ish.lolx
Sunday, August 19, 2007
honestly speaking,i hate procrastination...but i can't help it...my body won't do as what i HOPEd to achieve.well..you can say tat its lack of determination and stuffs.i don't know.but one thing's for sure.or rather i think so...
there's a high chance of me..well..erm...retaining.i know surely when people see this post,you guys are gonna gimme hell and lots of stuffs and saying nonono u can do it de etc. seriously.but i really don't think so..this is me,myself.i know what i'm saying.
i really feel i can't catch up.just look at my pathetic maths. its dying.no.im dying, heh sounds crazy.i can't catch up AT ALL ever since the beginning of school..and now it's getting worse.one can say that "study everyday.weekdays on study on the current stuffs,weekends on wad was taught."well yes true,its possible.BUT i have band practices on weekends.you can tell me to stop band practices and study,yes u can do that.but no.i wont.or rather i won't when i don't want to stop.i don't want to stop something which i really like doing.i hate it.no. i rather suffer another consequence than stopping.
It's not as if i wanted to be a journalist or school teaching teaching literature or social studies like that when i grew up,based on my subject combination.i wanted to be musician as you all know,a flautist,pianist,conductor,or flute/piano teacher.doesnt matter for these few.but what the hell am i doing in a jc?this isn't the route for me.i can easily say i want to go to a music school but which one is rEALLY good? and that's besides the point when money issue comes in.and yong siew toh.without college graudation entry is based on case by case basis.so there's not really a high chance for me to enter.damnit.
mr kellett said before he had never thought of wanting to be a teacher yet he is now one and he likes his job.and besides he sings in singapore symphony chorus.and he said its not impossible to follow my dreams.yes true..but i mean..the background and culture and everything does matter i feel..i mean i will try.but. argh. its just so hard.taking the 1st step,it doesn't necessarily means that 2nd step and so on will be easy.it takes a long time for some stuffs..
another week or so to piano exam.dead as a lamb chop i am.shall try study maths now.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
yesterday was kok wey's birthday and i had lessons .booo... follow by that is band practice.heh. lolx. attendance was quite erm ?flute de was ok but all late -.-".Zzzz...interesting practice.the scales part.hahaha interesting.i can learn from that.hahah
good.the band's improving .i feel =X.ee..i sound like some old man -.-"
and bla bla so on.to kok wey's birthday.YAY! kokwey is 18 leh.*weeet!* hehx.bla.
present: KOKWEY,yuxi,weechong,gloria,yongde,shaoming,shichie,clarence,liying,douglas,yuqing, weeting,selena and me!
lol.not a lot of people but still its kinda fun =X.haha
friday.went to watch secret with the gang.whee..its nice show.touching...love the songs.and my sister told me one of the song was actually bach's but den copied the idea den changed it abit.no wonder i was wondering..how was it possible to take a baroque music and anyhow name is baroque.well now i know.jay chou borrowed bach's idea.haha.
and bless me for my econs test.LOLX
and piano exam which is coming like NEXT NEXT WEEK! meaning if todae ,sunday , is a start of a new week.NEXT WEDNESDAY i got exam DIE!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
this is just absolutely crazy.with the need to finish 1 lit essay(on guilt for great expectations),mr mao's tutorial..horrible questions and no. of pages to read,long overdued gp compre papaer and do alot for written report
die liao lor..is as ggd as no nid to slp le tonight.i got no cofident if i can even finish all this by 5 am without sleeping.lolx
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
i must be crazy..when bathing,finsih washing hair with shampoo..and i put facial wash on my hand.and the 'contaminated' hand reached for the head..
what the hell am i thinking...
I don't like it when i'm in wrong.i feel its so hard to take it.
yeah i know,i aint a reed player.but..ok nvm,not my field of experty
lolx.can take it as i have a huge ego.but yeah.dung shit boo.
there's so much for me to learn and im still stuck down here like a frog in the well. this is just sooo darn crappy.
emo.is like ..i dunno..it seems like a gd thing at times.when u r alone.but its lol another piece of crap shit that you wouldn't want to have.so contradicting.
best thing.walk away and walk around.
written report....i hate pw...true it helps to build team spirit and stuffs.but....its so not my style.being in a band has the same function.and being in a band is harder.so why project work?redundant.
bad week this week is.lack slp,so many things so little thing.band.owlare issue. LOVELY life i have here when its kinda not really relevant to wad i wanna be when im grown up.that's life.damnit.
on a lighter note.i saw a kitty on my way home when walking back.small,long tail,those normal cats u see on the street,brownish and dark brownish stripes.cute lttle creature.heh.
music.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
ytd was friday!though school holiday but i still go back school why?becuase im hardworking~~~~ ta dah! lolx thats nonsense.but i did went back to school to try and attempt to study which was well..better than at home =X
this is bad.promos is coming in less than 50 days.its like so OMG!!!anyway.continue with my story.
so spent the day in school with Lester,May n Melissa.and we WALKED to ang mo kio station from the college!thats like WTH distance!HAHAHA..but anyway.its was very fun.lolx. there was the macho man/king and the emo queen.and i was self proclaiming to be flute boy or soemthing -.-" and i dunno melissa nick.so lester goes:"4 huge/big boys and girls are off to ang mo kio mrt station to save the world and protect us from peaster(somewhere along that line)" haha..peaster was the name of the monster/baddie/creature/wadever u wan it to be.
walking 'under' the mrt track was fun.hahahaha.and bah..i didnt noe i m still THAT childish.haha but that ok.lol
and now .the next day!
thats crazy i splt for 4 hrs oni todae and i rushed to school to do mr mao's history -.-" and yeah i did some.lol.so many didnt turn up and after that was sectionals with lower brass and clarinets ok gd.both worked until 130+ or 140+ cant remmeber.thats so tiring...ahhhhhhh....guys jia you! 4th sept is the goal!after that break!!! for PROMOS!OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lol
ps. me no like promo because promo = scary monster.LOLX!
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
lol.u can call it the emo day today it is though it is piggy's bday and national day eve.but.who cares.here i am.in the computer lab printing my notes and blogging.
modem was spoilt,victim and criminal = me.lolx.
sad day la!.morning had parade party i mean flag party marching in.den band is 'accompaniment' den both anthems.lolx.
night time oh..i just realise.this is my 200th post since erm..i forgot when.since i sec 2?3?lolx lazy to check my acheive.and its really amazing how fsat my mood change,within the day it changed..well its all thanks to those who had been around =).xie xie le la~.school ended at 9.40+.lesson end at 1030.went with those who had GP lesson with me + faith to have lunch(or rather they have lunch,and i went emo-ing abit.lolx),but well its alright.nothing much pop up.
went band room..from afternoon ,hang in there till until 6+.thats crazy =X.but i DID help ABIT(ashameed) for the notice board =X.well.the board's backgroun is black and nd u can tell its done by gals.cuz.well..thats my view at least.haha.but its quite well done.they pro lor =X lolx.bah..tired,back's aching..im aging..
walking from sch to bishan mrt station is almost suicideous (not sure how to spell) when u lack sleep and tired to death.it resulted into me almost bumping into a lady/gal/woman in the train cuz i almost fell asleep den knees gaave way den almost face hit face =X like u noe..kiss O.o. den its lik i thik she was thinking i was trying to take advantage -.-"...
ooo..i will announce something..i learnt AP,arithematic progression today! by, the no. of sleep me and pris n may had.. i have 4 hours of sleep,pris 3,may 2.so its lik AP!!!!HAHAHAHA.lol
Sunday, August 05, 2007
ouch.i have not been updating for more than a month..so AMAZING!!=X lol that's besides the point.but yeah.so many things had happen just within this month.be it good or bad..sheesh.its not easy to handle them.and some are just still remain unsolved.this sucks man..it sucks big time.ok nvm
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anyway.did i say that SWO topped in the open division during the music festival?!??XD heh.the average marks was 95%.amazing.WAHAHAHHAHAA.the moment i thought about it i feel so damn happy!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.lolx
atttended the leadership training camp,LTC in short, last month.heh.was quite fun and challenging and SCARY!.made new frens.indeed.wider range of circle of friends,leaders from various cca..and i must make announcement.i have a new niece -.-"anyway.that's kinda side track.so back to ltc...Zzzz it reminds me of harry potter.the mad eye moody.CONSTANT VIGILANT/CE! lolx...we must always have sense of URGENCY.thats the first thing i remember.and the one that i have the deepest IMPRESSION.not bad huh
oo then we had high elements to do..Zzz.rock clilmbing was the best.i wasnt scared.there's this 2 things i tried which was so scary.walk on tight rope den walk across de...first time de failed.2nd time de was something lik that..i hang there so long until i feel lik cryin ._. really..sounds gay but thats the truth.lolx.at least i finish it!!!!den i was given the nick name spiderman.*i was debating i should be his brother/cousin.spiderboy! LOLX!*
and so its fun.excalibur is more people-oriented de group of leaders.camelot is more task-oriented..
SWO's concert was a success..WHEE!!!i love the pieces mr ng got us to play.heh.all the nice nice pieces though dun really the meaning behind the pieces sometimes..lolx but.as long as its gd music.as least to him.*which i support!*non potho resposare was great! i love hardy mertens' this composition the most.hahaha.lolx.shud n bing nv watch concert.just buy ticket to support=( boo...lolx.but have to thank them too =X..
now nyjcsb is playing rhapsody for hannukah and prince of egypt for 4th sept a concert that is performed by all of mr tan's bands.gosh must work hard for both pieces band!though not a major concert but sTILL!!!
Zzz..dunno wad to do sia..how to help out...grrr..lolx.besides that.something's bothering me and some other people as well..Zzz thats a big issue and and many things are linked to that..that's like so fustrating.haix...jiu ming ar.....bla bla bla bla...i dun like my sub combi=(.if only NY have music den that will be great.i dun mind having h3 music man.though that will kill me.!BAHHHHHHHH
RAWR!<---seems very famous and common nowadays.
end of the year swo concert.confirmed repetiore.vaughan williams tuba concerto(i think is yao cong),james barnes 3rd symphony,raise of the son,piccolo concerto(me),duex movement(tian ze).thats the confirm pieces for now i think...
sight read cotswold todae..its crazy.so nice.but so hard...imagine.playing 10 notes in 1 beat.and repeating this for like dunno how many hundred times.can just drive u crazy.mentally.ad tire u out physically.AHHH!!!!
AND OTHELLo n GREAT EXPECTATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ps.i read finish harry potter 7th book.its nice!heh.poor hedwig =(
LIM CHEN HUNG CLEMENT
11th September 1990
Flute,Piccolo,Piano Riverside Concert Band
Sembawang Symphonic Winds
Sembawang Wind Orchestra Nanyang Junior College Symphonic Band
NAFA Diploma in Music Performance
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