now is already 1.07am thursday,17.8.06.and here im.not sleeping.didnt really finish history but really have no idea how to do it.but i doubt i will blog again soon enough.so just write down first.
first of all..my chinese result for O lvl's out.i obtain an A2 and distinction for oral.well that's ok i suppose.was hoping to get A1..most of the ppl in the school got A1 .damn..its lik im left out.though not trying to humiliate those who obtain B3 and below.no offence.but thats the feeling that im feeling now.being left out. at first i was wonderng if i should retake.but having no confidnce i will be able to concentrate well.i didnt..
next..my oral for english 2 days ago.i tink i just screwed it up.could hav F***ed myself upside down and obtain a even better result.i was shivering and break down into nervousness(forgot wad phrase,hope u guys understand wad i meant)was laughin and apologising to the examiners and they were nice.telling me to take my time..man..im was soo scared..for conversation i quote damn wrong e.g..i said usa n pakistan at war.BUT WHEN IN THE WORLD DID IT HAPPEN?!?!ITS NOT RECENT EVEN IF IT DID.im so damn dead.i think im gonna flunk already
today.i mean yesterady.i was practically @_@ when i was being called by ms chen to answer her question through the help of her 'magic sticks'.and then people(i tink is kenneth they all) starting shouting xiao fang xiao fang.and i was feeling rather -.-"im gonnakill u guys.den suddenly heard them say her face red.den mei hwa oso red.and that make me even more -_-" what in the world is going on...sheesh..something interesting past by during break time,when i was back fom reflling my bottles.i saw jin hang sitting next to yi hui.den i was lik 'Wheee wheeet.'den say to him 'wad about xiao fang.lik yihui den xiao fang how ?' den yi hui was lik giving me a * wanna - die ar* de face.=X.
then after school.during amaths focus studies.so damn bloody dpressed.the paper was so hard to me.and i was literally cant do almost a single question.and that shows wad a dimwit i am.people,no nid to be so nice.if i SUCKS/thikn im stupid or anything .JUST SAY.yes it might hurt me BUT AT LEAST I NOE IM RIGHT!DAMNIT!.loll..sheesh.im going crazy..
in conclusiobn.i sucks.
LIM CHEN HUNG CLEMENT
11th September 1990
Flute,Piccolo,Piano Riverside Concert Band
Sembawang Symphonic Winds
Sembawang Wind Orchestra Nanyang Junior College Symphonic Band
NAFA Diploma in Music Performance
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