man..chinese new year again.but this year its getter much more boring as compared to last time.how i wish i was younger again.dun nid to care bout almost ANYTHING.
in fact i felt left out.well,maybe people did try to get me invovled in certain stuffs but oh well.maybe i jsut cant be bothered.otherwise its my attitude or enthusiam towards certain stuffs sucks.great,first i don't blend well with my class.then i don't communicate much with them and now i feel left out,maybe i dun ought to belong in 0724,think they are too 'high' for me in some sense..
i think being alone is sometimes one of the greatest time that u have on earth,no one to bother/disturb/ka chiong/wadaever u and u can tihnk all the WORLD u want.and no body gives a damn about you.oh great.here im,being a super sucky pessimist again.horrible me.
i really do wonder,will suiciding solve all your problems?maybe i feel,but it add ons to other's problem,that's the sucky part.i hate it.
LIM CHEN HUNG CLEMENT
11th September 1990
Flute,Piccolo,Piano Riverside Concert Band
Sembawang Symphonic Winds
Sembawang Wind Orchestra Nanyang Junior College Symphonic Band
NAFA Diploma in Music Performance
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More exposure to the scene
Money
Good techniques
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