life is never fair.it has never been fair right from the start.and when some people say they wanted this world fair and equal...well its either bullshit or they are not trying hard enough or not fast enough for the people to feel it..
lol i so not in the mood to blog...
lolx lol lololololololol...its been 3 days(2 if u consider after midnight still the same day) since the results for my promos out..not exactly happy with it,sad but not to the extent like i used to cry .LOLX.ok for people who dunno this.shhh.no nid to mention one u noe..
so here's my horrendous grades.. .. . . . .
ok nvm i think i shouldnt even show it.in case somebody saw it and say " HOW THE TELL IS IT POSSIBLE U GET THIS KIND OF 'WONDERFUL' GRADE!?!?!' and den suddenly choke/heartattack and died.shant do it.
but there's this incident which made me feel like saying..maths...its YOU can GO TO HELL.not me...this incident happened like this. person A was going to collect some hardcopy stuffs,he got B to come along,they went to a room to collect from fren,den A saw their teacher,C, and said hi.C heard A but ignored den saw B,he just said to B 'B,you can go to hell!' or so that's what B claimed to remember when he told me.and at that point of time,the room was packed with other students....
and students whom A n B might not know at all...and C just shout across.and now the whole world knows B and knows of his maths result.how wonderful if you were to be in the person's shoe..EXCELLENT.
and B heard rumours bout well./...somebody obviously...
ok fine.so enough of gossips ad stuffs.
i think this is the first step to my life.deciding my own future,be it a good one or bad one.my choice,decision,rights,my very first no to wait for people's approval.
if you feel that whenever i do anything,or rather most of the time...i will always hesitate.why?scared?not exactly...i found out the reason.
i am always waiting for approval...waiting for people to say yes to what i am doing,waiting for people to say yes ,you are doing the right thing...
not this time..i can't always rely on others.everyone has their own opinion.each person's destiny is different,shouldn't be decided by others but yourself...well aint saying people are deciding for me.. but you know~..lolx
yesterday/2 days ago/saturday..my mum flew back to taiwan..now left me and my sis n dad and ah ma and maid.ah well...me n sis xiang yi wei ming ba~..lol
had flute lesson with Wang Tong on the very same day..whoa.tiring lesson.5/6 of the time training tone..gosh @_@...but still haha..managed to play my first grade 8 piece.teleman's fantasia no.12 .. nice piece it is =D.
sad thing.i told her i have a tuner,and now i cant find it T_T.great....
the next day/yesterday/today.went to swo for prac..bahh...nobody de... tuning ._. is well bad for me...cotswold!!! tuba concerto... and er cuban overture? hahhahahaha
alright stop here for now...
ps.im getting more and more lazy to blog.lolx
LIM CHEN HUNG CLEMENT
11th September 1990
Flute,Piccolo,Piano Riverside Concert Band
Sembawang Symphonic Winds
Sembawang Wind Orchestra Nanyang Junior College Symphonic Band
NAFA Diploma in Music Performance
miyazawaflautist@hotmail.com
WISHLIST
Muramatsu SR
More gigs, performance
More exposure to the scene
Money
Good techniques
To be a professional flautist
Laptop
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