Today marks the first day of lesson for all J1s in NYJC or most JCs as well i presume.
Basically it's a day which you just go in to lecture and go 'hehe haha' over the lectures and 'waste' your time because there's only one REAL lecture that went on throughout the whole day, Maths.
Woke up in the morning exhausted due to insufficient sleep , i TRIED to feel happy and be glad , grateful that today's gonna be a good day though it has yet to happened. but seems like it didn't really work out.
disappointing.and dung. i have been posting a lot of negative posts recently which really makes me think if i really did change.because,always feeling down just...i don't like it, but i can't help it. people can try to help, yes true. but the person that can truely help me is. myself. i'm trying, but it's not exactly working..
Don't like this one bit at all.
Almost everybody is given a choice to choose their own path for their very own life. Occasionally you will be some super freaky pro people making the not so wise decision(or so , depend on how you interpret what is wise/ unwise), it makes you just feel like going' WHAT THE?!?!?! HE/SHE COULD HAVE GO TO/DONE THIS THIS THAT THAT. BUT!!!!!!!! HE/SHE CHOSE SOMETHING ELSE!?!?!?!' It makes you feel rather inferior when they have some goals in common with you..
Being hyper,is that the key factor for my success?beats me. ain't a hyper person if you guys actually realise.
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what am i whining again. not as if i'm suffering from poverty or anything..shucks.
so people do get more and more >=( or =( as they grow older huh.dung.
LIM CHEN HUNG CLEMENT
11th September 1990
Flute,Piccolo,Piano Riverside Concert Band
Sembawang Symphonic Winds
Sembawang Wind Orchestra Nanyang Junior College Symphonic Band
NAFA Diploma in Music Performance
miyazawaflautist@hotmail.com
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Muramatsu SR
More gigs, performance
More exposure to the scene
Money
Good techniques
To be a professional flautist
Laptop
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