there's a huge part of me feeling very disappointed for one very er.. well, crucial reason which is:
be it if it's people who are younger or older than you , someone came to approach you for help. you tried to help but then. no matter how much you try to help, there's always just this limitation of how much help you alone are able to offer.
which results into, not being able to help the person out very much. most case scenario for me would be feeling very guilty, upset and all the sad thoughts for being unable to help, furthermore it made me felt worse when the reply i received was something rather nice and sweet like thanking for the trouble that's been gone through etc.
just really makes me feel bad.
then there's just this another case which, i can only listen and there's hardly any solution.it sucks being me when coming to this kind of situation, really helpless.
slept at about 1.30 last night i guess, woke at 5 am. reach school at 6.30(and mr duck was saying he wake at 6.30 also reach earlier than me). officially left school at 9.45 pm, reached home at 10.41pm.
fun right, hanging around outside for more than 17 hours.it's nuts.
went to nafa today. just walking into the building makes me feel pressurized. zzz. how fun can that get to be. ha.
i managed to hear some flautist's playing.you can say,it just made me felt like im a damn stinky toad in a rundown-ed well. and i am actually like applying for there???
that's like as good as saying i feeel that yong siew toh will be........
ok nvm . this is my lunch's drink
i felt useless today. especially TODAY.
LIM CHEN HUNG CLEMENT
11th September 1990
Flute,Piccolo,Piano Riverside Concert Band
Sembawang Symphonic Winds
Sembawang Wind Orchestra Nanyang Junior College Symphonic Band
NAFA Diploma in Music Performance
miyazawaflautist@hotmail.com
WISHLIST
Muramatsu SR
More gigs, performance
More exposure to the scene
Money
Good techniques
To be a professional flautist
Laptop
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