but the problem is, i don't know if it's for the better or for the worst.
Someone once said that when you ponder/focus over a particular stuff. the problem of it will just seem like it's getting bigger , the more you concentrate on it, the worse it gets..he use this example,when you have a stomachache and keep on thinking about it, it will just feel worse.
He said that there was once his friend told him that and he say ' you want me to help you get rid of that feeling?' and the friend was like' ya ya. of course, what you going to do?' and he replied ' slap you on the face, then you won't be focusing on the pain on your stomach and you will be focusing on the pain on your face.'
Indeed. indecisive is one sucky factor that keeps you from doing a lot of things well, and it's worst when you know that this is one 'action' that you have ever since you were young and it's like part of you now.It's very hard to try and conquer/overcome it.But nonetheless,i'm trying...i have succeeded in certain small aspect.let's hope i will be able to succeed in other areas as well, and hopefully conquer this damn 'illness'.
Sometimes i realize there are really stuffs that i could have done earlier but i didn't then leave it till last minute(again, another damn thing which i possess) to do it, the initial effect could have been rather significant but because of procrastination,not so. sigh.
I pondered over what Mr Lawrence had said during the talk. He say we should feel grateful for every small good little things that happened in our everyday life, we should also acknowledge ourselves for the things we do , and mind you. the good things too. with this practice, we are making our lives more enjoyable.I have to try it to see the effect of it, it seems rather hard...everytime i tried to try, something stops me from trying.dung.
anyway. fikri showed me these 2 videos. both are quite familiar, especially the first one if you have been to SSW's recent concert.
wrong style , correct me if i'm wrong(which i doubt so). but nonetheless, brilliant playing
Taiwan's primary school. nice.
LIM CHEN HUNG CLEMENT
11th September 1990
Flute,Piccolo,Piano Riverside Concert Band
Sembawang Symphonic Winds
Sembawang Wind Orchestra Nanyang Junior College Symphonic Band
NAFA Diploma in Music Performance
miyazawaflautist@hotmail.com
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Muramatsu SR
More gigs, performance
More exposure to the scene
Money
Good techniques
To be a professional flautist
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