damnit, be honest people. who hates/dislike me? tell me, i won't blame you if you are. just wanna know.tell me privately if you are uncomfortable with being open(yes i know i'm stupid for putting this up in this stupid manner) i'm so frustrated lately as we all know , i hope.
i had a whole lot of stuffs i wanna mention but know i forgot everything.
i think i am born in the wrong place.. should have been born in one of those poor villages in africa and be the FORTUNATE one and get eaten by some tiger or something else.
why am i back to the same dilemma of the 3 choices, which i THOUGHT i had already thought through last year???? this sucks.
i dislike me for who i am, no. im not using the word HATE. it's too much to be used.
those who think that i'm feeling like that because of the whatsoever reason that you think that causes me and is related to yourself. no it's not. so don't worry. though i ain't if the person/they will ever read this post.
tomorrow 1/3 of my commission's going to flute tutoring and about 1/4 of the 2/3 will go to orientation 2. cool.the rest will go to the trip.
only dumb people like me get those kind of stuff. but still it's workable,oh well.
am i in the right era or am i suppose to be even here???
LIM CHEN HUNG CLEMENT
11th September 1990
Flute,Piccolo,Piano Riverside Concert Band
Sembawang Symphonic Winds
Sembawang Wind Orchestra Nanyang Junior College Symphonic Band
NAFA Diploma in Music Performance
miyazawaflautist@hotmail.com
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