frankly speaking. i have no idea how should i feel now. hahaha.
concert's coming and well... things ain't 100% ready.nervous? yes. stress? yes.dying?somehow.
that's not the point. i should be quite relax in school now actually -.- but i don't feel that way. zzz. and i am already having less load than my peers around me. like seriously all those around me, be it j1 j2. grrrr....
i have no idea how i spend my days at home in front of the com and time flies like fly?so fast. ? i dunno. but lol... time seems to fly whenever im at home.
peter and the wolf was interesting for AJC's concert. i thoght that should have been their highlight. but then again. year of the dragon is a good piece for highlight too. argh. should have been there earlier to listen to it..zzz.
here's a joke. so sorry if you cant read chinese. <結婚前>往下看↓
ok. i think i will translte it. since im so bored. now's like 3 am though. LOL
before marriage(read from top to botom) guy: that's great!the days are finally coming! i can;t wait! girl:can i regret my decision? guy: no,don't even think about it! girl: do you love me? guy:of course! girl:will you betray me? guy:no, why do you think that way? girl:can you kiss me? guy: sure! my pleasure! girl:will you hit me? guy:never! girl: can i trust you? after marriage(read from bottom to top)
Sunday, April 20, 2008
there are many kinds of people in these world. of all kinds. i HATE those who lies too much,brag too much, very much in self-denial kind and all the freaking extreme negative kinds.
no doubt everyone makes mistakes, since no one is perfect. if there is someone who's perfect..it's only to a certain group, another group won't feel so since they will feel differently, but that's besides the point. as i was saying,as no one is perfect, no one is expected to make 0 errors, it's ok to make mistakes at times. but to have mistakes happening all the time... that's not coincidence. it's irresponsible. not just that. can i say it's making mistakes intentionally without having the intention to change?
just so pissed at whatever happened. blooody hell.
and how i wish i have only one shit stuff to worry about. and now we have someone on the loose and about to go into danger zone. i doubt anything much can be done even if the whole lot of us persuade him/her not to do anything dumb.not even sure if the fellow will be seeing this post or not. by all means, good luck all the best takecare.
here, meanwhile let me reply tagboard through here: Shadori: yeah man, i just updated right now. Jing Yi:yoyo, thanks for your support =). will pass tix to ur sis soon! jhao: u jealous i can multitask ah =P cladys: (",) zen: *speechless* gloria: yes yes! we must! drop by again soon!
done repllying. 14 days to concert.
repertoire for the band are as follows: Carmen Poet and Peasant Overture Gemeinhardt Suite Les Miserables Peter and the Wolf "Rock and Roll" Explosion Absalon
Concert's at Singapore Conference Hall, free seating . cant rembmer start 7 or 7.30pm. it's 10 bucks per seat! cheap! come buy!
SWO's concert's coming soon too...
there were times when i realise that being in part of a norm is the best thing to do because you won't stand out. it's just..aiya ok . imnot thinking straight, it's late. 3am. waking at 6.45am. cool. shall update again.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
i realise something.i seriously have no idea how much my opinion means or the opinion i recieved means how much to me or you anymore. i seriously don't know.
i have been saying people change for like the past few months . i realise something. sometimes, they did not really change. it's like. they move on to the more extreme end of what they were. for e.g you got a C for exam, then it's like you didnt get a B, but u get a C- - - sort of thing.
not sure if that analogy makes sense but yeah.
there's so much i want to say, but i have no idea how to put them into words, and i forgot some stuffs.
yes indeed, everyone has a million and one thing to do,there might be several stuffs that are about as equally crucial as the others, but then. prioritize which one comes first, look out for the dead line,the importance. ok maybe not importance , because all are equally essential. If you want to receive help from others, stop giving others trouble first, help them out and get help in return, though this may not be true always, there's nothing wrong in giving way to others.
had rehearsal,the solo's ... not up to standard...need to prac alot more now i guess...
problem seems to be getting solved.. but .. don't feel safe. damnit.there's no reassurance at all.kept me depressing the whole day.brilliant.
depressed? listen to music in minor keys(the ones that normally make the music sounding more 'evil'/depress/sad etc.)
damnit. if i really jeopardize my chance of going to my future school...im gonna kill myself.
damn the payment system, damn the complexity, damn you education.
tmd tmd tmd..
if it fails....
i think. i will just.
tmd drop out and go ns liao. i think i will probably die if i continuing staying in where i am....
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why am i always so smartly dumb? it's so damn fishing irritating.
lol zakaria was so shocked when he saw me listening to death metal. wads the title again?revolution begins by arch enemy. haha. sure shock the hell outta him. eh zen, wana feel proud about this? lol
oh cool.zak knows cla. hahaha.
i hope everything goes fine for later. the whole day.and for the next couple of weeks..if not...life's not gonna be easy...
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
i guess having too much sleep debt's bad. ok, i think the english's wrong over there as, how i used my words .. but.. you know what i mean. don't mind people telling how to use it correctly if it's wrong~*for that 1st sentence only*
agnes's complaining about my load-free-ness. hey~ im blogging ok~ improve my language.i'm doing work too~ -.-"
been falling asleep rather early these days. and i think 2 people will definitely feel like killing me, because it so happens that whenever i tell them to give me a wake up call, i failed to switch my phone to general mode, so it's silent mode, and with that kind of mode on my phone, you can forget about waking me up even though the alarm's set.
being sad is just..... one of the things i don't like to happen most of the time. i avoid it,as it approach towards me, i take a U-turn and run away from it. lol, i think that's just so me,running away from my damn problems. i think people who know me long enough will probably agree with that unless it's something i have no choice but to face it. den DAMN. i will screw myself up.ok that sounds wrong, i mean things will go wrong.lol
yesterday after PE was madness. let's see. there's aloysius,edna,nick,zhen hao and me who were attacked yesterday.BY NON-LIVING THINGS! ok i was kidding. but we were injured. damn you pull up, monkey bars~. pain in the hand...(doesn't that sound familiar)
when faced with unknown situation, impromtu-ness is required. you fail to do that, you fail to lead. it's never easy, but to master it, you are at a great advantage.
agnes! u confusing funny woman!eunice oso! and you yida! stop spying on me!
lol. paiseh, random.
i'm still scared. what's gonna happen next?
Saturday, April 12, 2008
oh man. i hate doing work -.- once you start doing, you gotta continue with it, don't stop. if not if you slack for awhile, everything you have remembered will just *poof* and you forgot everything.
good e.g will be maths and econs. man .. save me T_T.
my deal for history was striked off -.-
Casper, the friendly GHOST, sent me chocolate this time, no more gummies and candies this time. or something can't really remember what's written. well.. thanks! :) but i'm sick you know~ hahaha!
today was a lame day during break. had some dumb competition.Agnes or rather i try to call her Senga nowadays,(spell Senga backwards), bought sweets couple of days ago then we try to compete in eating the rabbit milk sweet,so there's this sweet eating competition at our side den it was crazy -.- hao yi and daniel actually lose to the girls. HAHA.
i realise there a significant difference in my lifestyle. one's like you can say it's practically like very carefree. another one's quite stressful. it's like trying to live in 2 extreme planets(1 super hot, 1 super cold) . kinda hard to balance ya~
29 days more huh...guys. let's give it our best shot.
someone shoot me, haven practice flute for like many days. shan't say how many. or i think some people whom i might know will kill me -.-".
hungry....
Thursday, April 10, 2008
ok so we take it as now's still wednesday, cause i ain't asleep yet. woke up realising i woke up in cold sweats, and people might be starting to think,' omg, u had a nightmare?'. well no.
it's more of i think the room's too hot or cause i am sick(donno) or it could be cuz i never cover myself with blanket and i perspire(nonsense).
so most people will go -___- by now.
jia hao will go ' hihi, flying past by againnnn' or seomthing.
there's a when the right things need to be done, cause the timing's right. no matter how much difficulty we are going through,endure,persevere and we will eventually reach the ultimate goal.
it's very easy to say, yes i will do it. but it's not easy once you say it's easy and put your words into action. never was it easy, it's a task, a challenge that we set for ourselves to improve and become better people.
it's depressing when things ain't going right and it seems only less than a handful knows what to do and eventually nothing will work out.whereas the rest might know what's going on, but it's either they can't do anything or they don't know what to do.that's how i feel personally.
i think if i were to write one point one paragraph, this blog's gonna be soo... irritating.like this:
hello, my name is clement.
i'm born in 1990,sept 11 etc.
i study in evergreen pri/pasir ris pri. etc.
i learn this sub that sub. etc.
lol.! ok but then again. that's non-relevant.it reminded me of econs. hahaha. im tired.mentally,physically.
what exactly is the thing i want??? or what do i want exactly???
the past, is good. would be good to have a time machine, but too bad. it ain't invented. gotta look forward. walk through adversity , something seomthing something(go watch d gray man, and you will know the phrase.)
Monday, April 07, 2008
i feel sick and tired of it.
why the hell did i even bother to response to it? people say i should ignore but i would feel guilty if things don't go through smoothly.
then again.right at the beginning it's my fault.
why am even i agitated at small little events????narrow minded-ness. tsk.
didn't went to amk concert. sick, tired, homework,rest.
life's definitely unfair.responsibilities eh...don't like, but do it. like, will do it better.if you are lousy,and you don't like your job, you are doomed. got this kinda feeling. hur hur hur.
Sunday, April 06, 2008
lol. the title reminds me of mad eye moody,harry potter character.
think i'm sick.lol. fell asleep last night with the air con on-ed at super cool temperature, 18 degrees and forgot to cover myself with blanket. and whee i go. it's either that or because of sleeping too much and slpt too late(maybe, who knows?) or it could be due to bad weather as fikri said.
went to dunman high's concert. was very impressed with the percussion concertino and bass clarinet concerto. the bass clarinet fellow's awesome, never see anyone play like him. haha.brilliant.
for things to be carried out smoothly, there must be planning done. if not. disasters will come shortly.never like to do the talkings,why did i ever take up the offer???but then again, it's good exposure...looking on the bright side of things don't really help all the time.why? because it's just thinking, as in. when things go wrong. and you say it ain't so bad, but you still feel the pain what...
aiya, ok nevermind. i have no idea how to express what i wanna say again.
damn.some kid's screaming like nuts downstairs, and it's like 1.13am ...lol....
randomness, was watching one of the documentary programme. they say liars are people who rather very smart,ok maybe not THAT VERY SMART. but smarter than honest people. because to lie you need to think more and say something that's not natural. and so on, it's a whole chunk of stuffs the documentary mentioned.
whenever depressed, listening to good music or funny ones help. funny incidents do the job too. not sure if it's considered self-consoling, is there even such a term?ok maybe there is but i don't know.
why was/am i even writing that????
Thursday, April 03, 2008
today should be known as czardas day. proclaimed by me. hahaha why?
simple reason. cuz i listen to more than er.. let's see 8 different recordings/versions of czardas? from violin to trombone to jap/chinese instrument to ocarina?!??!
ok. not all are videos so too bad. but i'm gonna put up what videos of czardas i have listened. so you can pick your choice. but you can listen to all. for those who are rolling your eyes. you can skip the video section.lol
this one is crazy because it's the fastest version i have ever seen so far and i think neither my tongue nor fingers can catch up.
after listening to that one. this one don't seem that scary anymore.
but still it is because you look at the huge double bass, playing the pace of a violin. that's like almost inhuman. or it is already.
and this is christian linberg with his comical version. which i like very much haha.it's the version which made me like czardas alot.
this is cool
this is TKWO's saxophonist. this is one of duck's favourite version. he's amazing. his altissimo range sound like violin. love it.and his tongueing's imba for saxophones!!!and he's not the principal player
this is the scariest by far. if you were look at it. you will know why..
this dude's cool.he got his own day. charles yang day. but it only lasted for 6 hours -.- or so.
this video's the ultimate. or one of them. it has jazz improvisation
today school was quite alright. had quite a nice chat with ms peh. was a rather slack day. common lunch break had CO performance. czardas~. thus the madness over czardas over today. lol.. oh ya. i was watching a tbone quartet czardas ytd. it's by canada's youth orchestra or something. can't remember. the first tbone's awesome haha.
i think this post's gonna turn out to be a crappy one. lol. but oh well..
the temptation of yesterday..ahh..no idea la. don't really have time to care liao. got more stuffs to handle .
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
the previous post was 330. that reminds me of K. 330 . mozart's sonata in C. yuqing's grade 8 piece i think hahaah,
today sectionals. worked with clars as usual. nooo... no anabel = so quiet. damn.
flutes are ok. as long as i crap well enough.
YOUYU!. no comments.
i was very much tempted by the suggestion of withdrawing from school and go and work till i earn enough for the trip. then i can gain EXP. at the same time. sounds so game-ish huh. EXP. lol....but then again, that means won't get to see people more often .. BUT. i get enough sleep and homework load-free. lololololool....
another suggestion's part time. teach flute/piano at free time. LOL> so who wanna let me teach? i charge not too ex =P. i mean seriously .for market price. it's cheap.haha
LOL!
April Fool's Day. the first thing i remember bout the day was Yida making some random lame remarks to bluff people for the day.
but ok that's typical since it's 1st april.
but i don't recall playing pranks or anything last year's april fool.
next was the amazing sweets from 2 people from my class. one was a ghost. the other was my angel. sorry ghost, since don't know who you are. i don't like to call anonymous, so ghost =D. i received both at the same time. cool huh ._. well. obviously it's those few but i have no idea who, so thanks! =)
and the day was quite T_T whenever there was econs. wait was there econs today? doubt so .. ok so im fearing econs like nuts. ok but nevermind. today proved to be a tiring day even when there was no PE. how scary.
at 8.30pm. NAFA called me . aND YAY I GOT INTO NAFA!!!!
it's not a joke, the person still ensure me it's not an april fool's prank. soooo happy hahahahaha.and i went nuts, for the next half an hour i was smilng and grinning like nuts and jumping up and down, it's terribly warm, trust me*when i sleep in a room that's in the house even when i jump out of the window* . ho. and i still had to finish GP. if not ms peh will slaughter me. i think. HA
so HAPPY DAY!. seems like ghost predicted today's my lucky day. just felt so. lol.
LIM CHEN HUNG CLEMENT
11th September 1990
Flute,Piccolo,Piano Riverside Concert Band
Sembawang Symphonic Winds
Sembawang Wind Orchestra Nanyang Junior College Symphonic Band
NAFA Diploma in Music Performance
miyazawaflautist@hotmail.com
WISHLIST
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More exposure to the scene
Money
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To be a professional flautist
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