i realise something.i seriously have no idea how much my opinion means or the opinion i recieved means how much to me or you anymore. i seriously don't know.
i have been saying people change for like the past few months . i realise something. sometimes, they did not really change. it's like. they move on to the more extreme end of what they were. for e.g you got a C for exam, then it's like you didnt get a B, but u get a C- - - sort of thing.
not sure if that analogy makes sense but yeah.
there's so much i want to say, but i have no idea how to put them into words, and i forgot some stuffs.
yes indeed, everyone has a million and one thing to do,there might be several stuffs that are about as equally crucial as the others, but then. prioritize which one comes first, look out for the dead line,the importance. ok maybe not importance , because all are equally essential. If you want to receive help from others, stop giving others trouble first, help them out and get help in return, though this may not be true always, there's nothing wrong in giving way to others.
had rehearsal,the solo's ... not up to standard...need to prac alot more now i guess...
problem seems to be getting solved.. but .. don't feel safe. damnit.there's no reassurance at all.kept me depressing the whole day.brilliant.
depressed? listen to music in minor keys(the ones that normally make the music sounding more 'evil'/depress/sad etc.)
LIM CHEN HUNG CLEMENT
11th September 1990
Flute,Piccolo,Piano Riverside Concert Band
Sembawang Symphonic Winds
Sembawang Wind Orchestra Nanyang Junior College Symphonic Band
NAFA Diploma in Music Performance
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