I feel aimless recently once again. As if I lose my goal in life, don't know what to do in life.
But, is that true? no i don't think so. I know what i want, or at least I am aiming somewhere ain't I? But it's very vague, I have yet to pin down specifically where and how and why. This is not good.
I need to find more time. If only 1 day = 100 hours, that would be good, but that will be horrible wouldn't it. Lol.
I feel stupid. Able to comprehend is one thing, able to explain is another, able to bring out how you feel is another totally different thing. Sigh. me = bad application of knowledge learnt in many aspects. Sounds like a bad thing eh. Ohhh dear. Life oh life, art thou gonna be easy on me? (oops, lousy old + modern eng)
Excerpts, Repertoire, History, Theory, Aural, Sight singing.. all these are current, short term, temporary. Yes they help to build up fundamentals and everything. But in the long run, what's in for me? Ohhhh, how i wish i can see the future.
LIM CHEN HUNG CLEMENT
11th September 1990
Flute,Piccolo,Piano Riverside Concert Band
Sembawang Symphonic Winds
Sembawang Wind Orchestra Nanyang Junior College Symphonic Band
NAFA Diploma in Music Performance
miyazawaflautist@hotmail.com
WISHLIST
Muramatsu SR
More gigs, performance
More exposure to the scene
Money
Good techniques
To be a professional flautist
Laptop
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